I'm gonna try again.
About two years ago, I was at my all-time heaviest weight - 257lbs. I'm 6'2", so in my mind I said I carried it better than I probably did. And I've never been super lazy - always have had a gym membership, and have almost always "worked out" a couple times a week. Back in college and even early in my career I was doing weight training 3-4 days a week for 90-120 minutes. But more recently? 35 minutes there. 45 there. But the thing is - at the tail end of my 20s, my metabolism isn't keeping up and I knew that with my travel-and-sitting-heavy career, things were just gonna get worse.
I decided I had never *really* done cardio. So I made it a goal to
run, not just walk fast on a treadmill. And well, that first jog? I made it maybe 200 yards. MAYBE. It was
embarrassing.. The next day I tried again... and failed miserably. My feet hurt. My back hurt. My neck was sore. I was completely out of breath. I even posted on GAF I think. I mean, shit, I hadn't
run in - a decade?
But I stuck with it. I never got fast. Hell, I'm slow as all hell. We're talking ~14 minute miles. But I went from a half mile without stopping. To one. To two. To three. To eventually doing a 5K without stopping and walking. Again, slow... but progress. I even did five or six 5Ks with my wife!
I dropped down to 236. TWENTY POUNDS! A whole waist size. From a 38 to a 36.
And then... my wife and I got some really bad news. Emotionally, it hurt us a bunch. And I didn't get depressed or anything - but my good habits just stopped. Abruptly.
And now ~9 months later, I'm back up to 244 and I didn't even think I could even do a mile again
But I've PROVED to myself I can make progress. I know I can. I even maintained for a good year last time. But a year isn't my life. And so, I'm trying again. Don't know why this hit my head yesterday - I think it was a desire to actually USE my new Apple Watch. Maybe it's just cause I'm so fed up at work that I need an escape. Maybe I just don't like the idea of slipping back into a 38 waist. I dunno. And I don't know why I'm sharing. But I'm gonna try. I'm gonna start slow and steady and then see where it takes me.
Yesterday I did the "First Run" on the Nike+ Run Club for 21 minutes. Didn't stop. Made it about a mile and a half.