since sleeping wasn't working for me, i guess i'll elaborate on why sports isn't all that for me anymore. first of all, my favorite teams:
redskins(born here)
sonics(gary payton)
seminoles(over half my family attended school)
tar heels(lived 20 miles away for 5 years)
reds(again, proximity infatuation. sorry, jason lee.)
anyway, i will always love and follow these teams until the end. my schedule was worked around their games, and i would get visibly upset when either of these teams lost; even if it was just plain regular season game that really meant nothing in the long run.
if the sports page in the morning had already been read, my day was crushed. like miguel, when my team was losing, especially to a shitty team, the urge to break something would overcome me. my parents even told me that i wasn't allowed to watch a spurs game with my brother in the same room because of all the arguments and shittalking that ensued(he's a spurs zealot).
nowadays, though, like i said earlier, just a simple check of the standings and scores does it for me. i don't remember exactly when the change from fanatic to apathetic happened, but no doubt it was a gradual trek. hell, i'm sure even some of it has to do with the recent suckage of the redskins, sonics, reds, and to an extent, the seminoles and tar heels.
who knows. maybe if those teams fortunes turnaround, i'll turn into that fanataic again.