I just want to get ahead of the game

If I hope to win the lottery every year then yeah.

If I have an inner hope that if I try my best then I live another day.

You dont know me but I've lost hope many times on such a fundamental level I'm still suprised I'm here alive and typing at this very moment.

What's to hope for when all you get/feel is disappointment. Right.


That hope. That inner feeling. It's the reason I'm still here able to shitpost and give advice you didn't asked for.
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2022 has sucked for a lot of people, myself included. I just tell myself that 2023 has to be better because it can't be much worse.
 
In my mid 20's I started to say "no" to some things once in a while.
-Going to bars & movies with friends.
-Birthdays & weddings I did not care about, useless outings with my girlfriend's family etc...
And to this day it's one of the best decisions I ever made.

Don't make up excuses. I just said " nah don't feel like it" and yes I lost a childhood friend at 35 years old because I would not attend his midlife crisis birthday party.
He sent me a long ass resentful Email and I simply deleted it. Fuck him.

If you do this you will notice it will trim the fat off your life 🙂

Also the sooner you realise you are not "special" the better you can feel in your skin and about your life.

Not everyone can be a spy-rodeo clown-astronaut 😄
 
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First of all, hope (no pun intended) you're doing okay D Days like these...

Secondly, well, I'm trying to be more accepting of, well, me and all my quirks and fears etc. Instead of constantly comparing myself with "normal" people and their "normal" lives. Whatever that means in my head.
 
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