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Inside the mind of an internet troll

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ampere

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Guy writes like a supervillian

Yeah. The way that he completely disconnects online abuse from verbal abuse in person is disconcerting. He knows it's wrong and is totally OK with doing it. Well at the end it seemed like maybe he was thinking about changing....

It doesn't really matter if he sees twitter as a comedy club and thinks death threats are funny jokes if the audience doesn't interpret it that way. If someone went to see Bill Hicks, they were asking for his style of humor. Not to mention that verbal tone and body language are HUGE in showing intent, sarcasm, and other communication cues. A death threat on twitter does not convey that. Many people use twitter for different reasons, most aren't opting into receiving death threats or other abuse.
 

Hawkian

The Cryptarch's Bane
gutshot, thanks for the post, this was a very interesting read.

I think anyone who finishes this exchange and feels like they have "figured it out" or that there's a simplistic explanation for what we just read is merely attempting to lead themselves to a satisfying conclusion, something that aligns with our notions of who trolls are and what they do. But this isn't satisfying. Shit like this:
He is a bully that lacks empathy and none of the big words, book quotes, or comedian references are going to change that.
Bored kids go online and troll because they're bored and can get away with it.
Typical internet asshole that believes he's more intelligent than anyone else.
Makes me wonder if we even read the same thing at all. Many trolls may completely lack any semblance of empathy, or act purely out of boredom, or a sense of superiority, but I'm not clearly getting any of that from this individual- and we are talking about one, actual, real human being- in fact, I'm not getting anything from him other than long-overdue self-reflection.

Maybe everything he's saying to Patrick is bullshit, maybe he is messing with him, maybe he's chortling to himself every two sentences as he types this, but can anyone really tell me that they're sure that's what's happening here? I can't. Consider the unprompted follow-up where he essentially calls himself out on the bullshit edifice he'd constructed to justify what was merely a dickish comment for its own sake. Do you really think he put his stamp on that, sent it off and thought, "hehe, sure showed that fucker. Bet he feels like shit now!"

I felt uneasy reading a lot of this, and it's not because any of the justifications offered by the troll were particularly compelling or novel, but just the fact that he might be capable of the self-reflection that is on apparent display is far more credit than I am likely to give the average troll I encounter in the wild. I am much more likely to write them off as many have done already in this thread, wipe my hands of the matter and move on, secure in my conclusion that they are just shitty people incapable of being non-shitty people. But this really got to me:
It took all that for the troll to realize that maybe he or she shouldn't be a dick. Amazing.
All that? All that. It took, if we are to accept the exchange as genuine, one goddamn person asking him to just take a few minutes and explain his motivation for one comment. The rest all came from him going over his own past, his own biases, his personal vendettas translated into digital rage, almost like he'd absentmindedly slid onto a therapist's chair. Maybe it legitimately was just a few days of unprecedented self-reflection, and maybe it will be enough for him to, next time, type something and then pause, merely chuckle to himself about it, and delete it to spare the human on the other side.

Patrick may well have been out of his depth on this one. He didn't handle it adeptly. But I don't really know what conclusion to draw either. I certainly haven't shaken my belief that "don't feed the trolls" is the best advice one can give, but maybe it is worth engaging the individual, sometimes, every once in a while, on the off chance that they're not quite the fixed, heartless and sociopathic monster we conjure as a satisfyingly abhorrent villain in our minds.
 

Angry Grimace

Two cannibals are eating a clown. One turns to the other and says "does something taste funny to you?"
"Why are you such a fuckin' dick?"

"Teh lolz"

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akira28

Member
this shithead puts the little dots over naive? uses words like bawdy? And all in the efforts to minmalize his actions and cast off any possible blame. dude is just a narcissistic asshole living in denial.
 

FStop7

Banned
Guy trolls on the Internet with death threats but doesn't want his name disclosed. That really says it all.
 

AkuMifune

Banned
Guy trolls on the Internet with death threats but doesn't want his name disclosed. That really says it all.

Patrick chose to not publish it himself. Probably to not give him any publicity just for being an asshole.

But this feels unnecessary anyway. There's nothing to expose or explore here. Feels either naive or conceited. Maybe both.
 

Cronox

Banned
I've always wanted to try being an internet troll in the style of Chinner, blamespace, or some of GAFs fallen (free demi?). There's a craft to that kind of trolling that I respect. Being just slightly too absurd for paragraphs at a time, the ridiculous biases, or the perfect four word phrase. But it would take too much work, and I think I write too earnestly/personally to play a character consistently. I'm much better at that type of thing in real life, where I get the bonus of seeing people's reactions.

Trolling along the lines of the guy Klepek talked to is something I never would have considered. It's just mean spirited, and not clever. The art of trolling is to lead someone on, to get them to attempt a rational conversation with an absurd, irrational character. To lead them on as long as possible, then disappear, or reveal the troll's purposes at the person's expense. Not to tell them to kill themselves. That used to be called "flaming," not trolling, and I think we need to separate these two again. Troll has become far too blanketed a term.
 

Stinkles

Clothed, sober, cooperative
He's an attention whore. He wants to be the subject, not the commentator.

Insecure, hypocritical idiot.

I'm not going to dignify him by saying he's intelligent. Lots of idiots are good communicators.

In short, eff this guy.
 

MC Safety

Member
I've always wanted to try being an internet troll in the style of Chinner, blamespace, or some of GAFs fallen (free demi?). There's a craft to that kind of trolling that I respect. Being just slightly too absurd for paragraphs at a time, the ridiculous biases, or the perfect four word phrase. But it would take too much work, and I think I write too earnestly/personally to play a character consistently. I'm much better at that type of thing in real life, where I get the bonus of seeing people's reactions.
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Wanting to be an Internet troll in the mold of lamespace is quite telling.

I never understood the cult of personality that springs up among the worst of Neogaf's posters.
 

Cronox

Banned
Wanting a be an Internet troll in the mold of lamespace is quite telling.

I never understood the cult of personality that springs up among the worst of Neogaf's posters.

You're playing a character too, just not a troll type. Almost all of us are, just as people do under their real names and pictures on Facebook. That doesn't necessarily make you better than a troll. A troll simply makes the decision to do more than filter themselves through a certain attitude or by selective sharing. On GAF, while you might stay on topic in a discussion, a troll can help the thread's visibility by bringing eyes and responses to that thread, keeping it at the top and more easily accessible to new readers. Optimally, once the gold rush of responses to the troll have stopped, the population of serious posters will have also risen. They have their place, on this forum, the internet, and real life. Only when the ratio of trolls to regular users is off can it be said that there is a legitimate problem.

Besides, I used 3 profiles which are all different styles of troll. Your fixation on blamespace says more about you than me, I'm afraid. I suppose I'm willing to admit that once a troll is a known quantity, their trolling loses the power to shock, if that's part of your beef with blamespace or other GAF trolls. If I ever attempted to troll, I would naturally be my own style, not a copy or cheap blend of the three I mentioned as examples. There would be no joy in it, otherwise.

The joy of trolling is the masturbatory feeling of getting away with something, of feeling smarter and more clever than the object of said trolling. It doesn't have to be mean-spirited, nor does it have to end with hurt feelings (DayZ is currently a playground for trolls like this). In groups, the roles of troll and trollee can go back and forth. Like I said in my first post, the word troll has been simplified too much, to the point that it is used interchangeably with "someone who criticized me," which isn't even what classic trolling is about.
 
So what I gained from this is that internet trolls think they're comedians but don't understand comedy.

That sounds about right.

I don't think so. It sounds more like they don't give a shit what others think and are primarily being comedians for themselves alone, and are happy with that.

The goal isn't to make others laugh.
 

FStop7

Banned
Patrick chose to not publish it himself. Probably to not give him any publicity just for being an asshole.

But this feels unnecessary anyway. There's nothing to expose or explore here. Feels either naive or conceited. Maybe both.

I give permission to publish it should you choose to do so, minus the email address of course.
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I've always wanted to try being an internet troll in the style of Chinner, blamespace, or some of GAFs fallen (free demi?). There's a craft to that kind of trolling that I respect. Being just slightly too absurd for paragraphs at a time, the ridiculous biases, or the perfect four word phrase. But it would take too much work, and I think I write too earnestly/personally to play a character consistently. I'm much better at that type of thing in real life, where I get the bonus of seeing people's reactions.

Trolling along the lines of the guy Klepek talked to is something I never would have considered. It's just mean spirited, and not clever. The art of trolling is to lead someone on, to get them to attempt a rational conversation with an absurd, irrational character. To lead them on as long as possible, then disappear, or reveal the troll's purposes at the person's expense. Not to tell them to kill themselves. That used to be called "flaming," not trolling, and I think we need to separate these two again. Troll has become far too blanketed a term.

There's a pretty vast gulf between having one over on people ala Chinner or freenudemacusers vs. death threats, harassment, etc.
 

huxley00

Member
I used to be a huge troll. It just felt good to lash out at people. After I got a bit older and reflected on it a bit, I just found that I was really just angry with myself in a lot of ways and hated certain things about myself. I then took all that out on other people.
 

Cronox

Banned
There's a pretty vast gulf between having one over on people ala Chinner or freenudemacusers vs. death threats, harassment, etc.

Well... yeah, that's what I was saying. At the moment, all these things fall under the word "troll" in common vernacular. Harassment and death threats need a different word.
 

sn00zer

Member
The only self professed internet troll I know of had issues bathing himself, eating healthy, interacting with people, and keeping his room clean to the point where he needed a care taker to check up on him occasionally.
 

Zaptruder

Banned
The only truth from the troll was towards the end.

"I didn't think about it... and now I'm creating an elaborate justification for my behaviour... that I don't even believe."

The rest of it is basically intellectual gobbeldygook. I especially hate when people cite various obscure lines from historical figures or passages as if everyone else is supposed to inherently understand what it means fully within the context of the conversation.

If you have a real point to make, the logic of the argument can be understood by many within a few lines - the rest of the argument is just to back up the logic.
 

oneils

Member
Its obvious he really doesn't have much of a clue why he engages in this kind of behaviour.

He probably does it because he finds it entertaining, and has sadistic tendencies.

Slate had an interesting article on this a while back. A group did a study and it showed that maybe 4% of people have anti-social tendencies - some even sadistic - and these are the types of people who troll on the internet.

edit: found the article - http://www.slate.com/articles/healt..._machiavellianism_narcissism_psychopathy.html

- sorry, the stat is that 5.6% of survey respondents had these tendencies. Not sure how that plays out in the general population.
 

Monocle

Member
The troll guy writes like a pseudointellectual.

I can detect it because sometimes I do too. :p
 

Diamond

Member
Interesting article. Even if the guy is more articulate than the average troll, the reasons why he does what he does aren't probably that different than a lot of other trolls.

Overall, for all the culture he seems to have, he reads like a unhappy, frustrated person.

Quotes like :

I’ve left behind my more destructive habits in real life

or

the old internet - my sanctuary for many years, as I used to despise the world I was forced to live in offline

show that the guy has had many problems in his life, and he probably copes with this by being agressive on the internet. His overwrought style is another way of letting things out, a way which is surely more entertaining. He should write on a blog or a forum instead of Twitter.
 

Maddocks

Member
He could have saved himself a lot of trouble by saying,"I wrote it because I can. I don't care if any actions hurt the guy because if he does what I say then he is weak."
 

K.Sabot

Member
That's some higher-level trolling going on in that conversation.

Patrick knows what's up though by responding to his answers with questions.
 
These people gets to be in the center of attention, because the victims of these trolls usually likes to get offended by no name losers, and whine about it, and make it look like if this was some complex strange phenomenon, when in reality it is just some jerks with self esteem issues.
 

TwiztidElf

Member
What I am saying is, I don’t think people should take the internet and its content so seriously. I think it is detrimental to all of us if we do, and not just from the perspective of restricted speech. I believe the consolidation of social entities to electronic imitations of real life structures, e.g. Facebook and Twitter, does not enrich but rather debases the human experience. The internet is a tool, not a replacement for reality, and one best kept open and free. People forget this. I like to remind them, in my own way.
Awesome.
 

Dio

Banned
I don't believe that 'trolls' exist in the form people like to dress them up as - only the act of trolling. All you have to do to incite a reaction and get called a 'troll' these days is asking someone if they're angry after winning an online match. I think it's just dedication, or degrees, that people take it to.

Believing that everyone who wants a quick laugh is some sort of basement dwelling misanthrope is a bit naive, I think.

To sum it up, I think it's paralleled by real life bullying. People may like to think of bullies as 'other' and not normal people, but more often than not, bullies will not be alone - and not just through ignoring the bullied, but through actively participating and getting a quick giggle or laugh at the bullied kid.
 

Septimius

Junior Member

Maybe my sarcasm detector is broken, but: Seriously?

His reminders are inconsequential in his own mind, but then he wouldn't do it. He understands that people don't think like he does about the internet (thankfully), which is why his comments sting, which is why he does it. His whole sentiment is as incoherent as it is irrelevant. He's saying "not partaking in the internet seriously will secure free speech". Which will be worth nothing, since it won't be "serious".

He is barely nihilistic, wishing to ruin the internet, because it "debases real life structures", but at the same time saying the internet is a "tool" (just look up the definition of tool and see how that's a contradiction), the whole thing just comes across as a guy that's masturbating in his own shit, and the moment someone asks him why, he takes this philosophical and artistic approach. He's still just a moron in my eyes, no matter how he defends it.
 
I gotta admit, I lol'd.

He seems pretty well read. If he focused himself he could be so much more than an internet troll.

I feel like this is what happens when you have a lot of intelligence but no particular thing to do with it, combined with bad events in their life such as being bullied, having mental episodes, etc.

That's a pretty interesting read. I like that he mentioned Bill Hicks. If he'd been born in this era, maybe he'd be trolling too.

I think that it might be a nasty shock to your regular Joe, who dismisses "trolls" as just thick-as-shit bullies who do it because they can't do anything else. These are people who've made the choice to do that. (And interestingly, seems like he ended up making the choice not to, eventually)

Maybe my sarcasm detector is broken, but: Seriously?

His reminders are inconsequential in his own mind, but then he wouldn't do it. He understands that people don't think like he does about the internet (thankfully), which is why his comments sting, which is why he does it. His whole sentiment is as incoherent as it is irrelevant. He's saying "not partaking in the internet seriously will secure free speech". Which will be worth nothing, since it won't be "serious".

He is barely nihilistic, wishing to ruin the internet, because it "debases real life structures", but at the same time saying the internet is a "tool" (just look up the definition of tool and see how that's a contradiction), the whole thing just comes across as a guy that's masturbating in his own shit, and the moment someone asks him why, he takes this philosophical and artistic approach. He's still just a moron in my eyes, no matter how he defends it.

My guess is someone with a few disorders. Borderline personality or sociopath perhaps, something that might explain his split thinking. Of course, it's worth remembering that at the end of their exchange, he appears to realise that the trolling is pointless nowadays. That might explain the conflicting opinions; they're opinions from different periods in his life and he just realised it. (Presuming he is telling the truth.)
 

Dio

Banned
Let me posit something: is someone who walks by a kid getting kicked by a bully and giggling at him a little and moving on also a bully? It's arguable that typing a several character sentence is not that much higher on the 'effort' scale, but my point stands.
 

Septimius

Junior Member
My guess is someone with a few disorders. Borderline personality or sociopath perhaps, something that might explain his split thinking. Of course, it's worth remembering that at the end of their exchange, he appears to realise that the trolling is pointless nowadays. That might explain the conflicting opinions; they're opinions from different periods in his life and he just realised it. (Presuming he is telling the truth.)

He doesn't strike me as on that axis. Sure, maybe Borderline. I don't think sociopath. To me, it's just a guy trying to sound eloquent when asked about something he really hasn't reflected upon, and out comes this incongruent garbage people mistake for being interesting.
 

mrklaw

MrArseFace
I don't understand how they can separate cyberbullying from actual bullying. Leaving aside physical abuse, verbal/mental abuse is clearly real. How is cyberbullying any different to that? I guess the anonymity will play a part - getting a text message from someone at school telling you to 'fuck off and die' probably hurts more than a random youtube comment. But they have volume on their side, and at some point that sticks.



Also the flowery language gets on my tits. Suggests someone with a high opinion of themselves and wanting to illustrate that through overly verbose prose.
 

Famassu

Member
I don't think he's wrong about needing to separate the two (a lot of people say a lot of really dumb things on the internet), but he just has no ability to comprehend how some people aren't able to do that.
Written word can hurt just as much as verbal abuse, there's really very little difference between the two, other than the way each is delivered to the one getting bullied. The idiotic "it's just the Internet, don't take it seriously" mentality doesn't get one away with being a moron and hurting people with what one does. That's almost like saying being drunk means you're not really responsible for anything you do. Saying stuff that would get you in trouble in the "real world" should get you into trouble even if you say it "just" in the web. Just because it happens on your computer screen doesn't make it any less real or less abusive than saying it in person (it might be even worse because not as many people will be able to say something horrible like "just kill yourself" in person but throw that around and even worse shit on the Internet), although the act itself is easier for the coward cyberbullies to do than standing in front of a person and say the same things. And as long as people think like you ("people say dumb things on the Internet, it shouldn't matter"), this kind of behaviour of these cyberbullies will be somewhat accepted or at least tolerated widely.
 

Vagabundo

Member
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage.

Sums up my feelings about this. I'd rather he be outed like ViolentAcrez tbh.

Also anyone else remember when trolling wasn't conflated with flaming?

I imagine you two sitting next to each other on a couch with your laptops. Replying to each other on the message board, but there is only silence in the room.

Makes me lol...
 

Atrophis

Member
Well... yeah, that's what I was saying. At the moment, all these things fall under the word "troll" in common vernacular. Harassment and death threats need a different word.

The original meaning of trolling got lost when it started showing up in news reports to describe something completely different.

What this guy is doing is definitely not trolling and Patrick isn't helping by calling it that. Its harassment and abuse is what it is and its rightly illegal (in the UK at least).
 

Visceir

Member
He could have saved himself a lot of trouble by saying,"I wrote it because I can. I don't care if any actions hurt the guy because if he does what I say then he is weak."

Pretty much. There are internet forums/communities where trolling is very prominent, such as Misc. Doesn't seem like anyone takes things seriously there or ever gets offended. Meanwhile gaf on the other hand seems to be rather uptight.

The original meaning of trolling got lost when it started showing up in news reports to describe something completing different.

What this guy is doing is definately not trolling and Patrick isn't helping by calling it that. Its harrasment and abuse is what it is and its rightly illegal (in the UK at least).

Wouldn't it be the intention that defines it? If he wasn't being serious then it kinda is trolling.
 

Atrophis

Member
Wouldn't it be the intention that defines it? If he wasn't being serious then it kinda is trolling.

I agree with what Cronox wrote a few posts up. He does a good job of explaining the difference between trolling and flaming.

Now the responses that he wrote to Patrick? THAT is trolling.
 

BGBW

Maturity, bitches.
I just wish we could go back to the days before trolling became a catch all term for "actions on the Internet I don't like". Flaming, griefing, harassing, etc, there's an ocean of words to describe the many different actions of people online and yet we now call everything trolling.

Trolling was basically harmless in the past, as by the traditional definition (it's a fishing term if you didn't know) you were basically baiting people for a response and often this was done by acting the fool but in reality getting one over them. This eventually lead to more and more extreme methods of getting attention until we hit today where people aren't just being smart alecks but just being rather vile and asking others to litearlly kill themselves. But hey we still call it trolling so it's harmless right. No. If people called it what it is, griefing, harassment, being a cunt, then I bet people would honestly stop doing it. Trolling seems to be a sport for some and you are basically making their actions acceptable to them by describing it as trolling

EDIT: Glad to see I'm not the only one who feels this.
 
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