I'm almost 40 and the last time I cried was when I was 17 years old. We lost the state football championships and it was to be the last team sport I ever played that wasn't college intermurals. All of my grandparents are dead, and I didn't cry for any of them despite being close with all of them. I did feel sad, but not to the point where I felt the need to cry. Same with my wedding day and the birth of my son. I do feel stuff, but it's probably on a more subdued level compared with most of the people around me, and I don't actively try to suppress any of my emotions. I'm fine with it.