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niilokin

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I had to break up friendship with the most beautiful person (inside and outside) I have ever known. I couldn't bear the weight of growing more and more in love with her everytime we texted or hung out, not being able to look her in the eye anymore knowing she doesn't feel the same towards me. If we continued as friends I would start developing paranoid jealosy and bitterness about her finding someone else. I feel like a coward and selfish person now. I've never fallen in love with anyone like this and never felt such a soul crushing pain in my life.
 
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22:22:22

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I had to break up friendship with the most beautiful person (inside and outside) I have ever known. I couldn't bear the weight of growing more and more in love with her everytime we texted or hung out, not being able to look her in the eye anymore knowing she doesn't feel the same towards me. If we continued as friends I would start developing paranoid jealosy and bitterness about her finding someone else. I feel like a coward and selfish person now. I've never fallen in love with anyone like this and never felt such a soul crushing pain in my life.

Been on the receiving end.

You said it all. Sigh
 

Trilobit

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I feel like a coward and selfish person now.

Don't. What you did was very honest and requires great effort to go through with. You can't go the rest of your life pretending that you can be just a friend or suppressing your feelings until you fall into a depression.

Just take one day at a time, but don't beat up yourself for making a mature decision. I've sort of been where you are and distance is the only thing that helped.
 

22:22:22

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Also made an doctor's appointment (second opinion with the "main" doctor") for the bursitis in my right shoulder.

There's no improvement.

Depending on how the meeting goes I'll ask for a referral to a specialist.
 
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