BEREA, Ohio The Cleveland Browns team charter had taxied onto the Hopkins International Airport runway last Friday when a flight attendant pulled a small piece of paper out of a white paper bag and made an announcement: And the winner is
Number 40.
Peyton Hillis, the teams injured and beleaguered halfback, had won the game of Hot 20, a lottery-like parlaying of players per-diem allocations.
Congratulations, Peyton, a Browns veteran yelled from the back of the plane as Hillis strode forward to collect his winnings. You finally got paid!
The comment, and a slew of similarly sarcastic jeers from other Cleveland players, drew laughs from aisle to aisle. However, as Hillis counted his bag of petty cash and the Browns took off for San Francisco, where two days later they would lose to the 49ers to drop to 3-4, strains of distrust and dysfunction were swirling through the pressurized air.
By Wednesday, a group of about eight Browns veterans had summoned Hillis into a meeting room for an intervention-style, air-clearing session designed to restore his focus. After a breakout season in 2010 that vaulted him to national prominence, including a spot on the Madden NFL 12 cover, the 25-year-old backs consuming desire for a new contract has become a locker room distraction that numerous teammates regard as an impediment to cohesion and collective success.
Ive never seen anything like it, says one Browns veteran. Last year, Peyton was such a positive, inspirational force on our team but now hes like a different guy. Its like hes in a funk that he cant get out of, and its killing us, because we really need him. And weve told him that. But were at the point where we just dont know what to do.
During an interview session with reporters in the locker room of the Browns training facility Thursday, Hillis conceded that his dissatisfaction with his contract and the accompanying controversies including his decision to miss a late-September game against the Miami Dolphins while suffering from strep throat have made it difficult to get his mind right.
Its been a humbling experience, Hillis said Thursday after participating in a practice, despite a strained left hamstring that has caused him to miss the Browns last two games. He could miss Sundays game against the Houston Texans after reportedly aggravating his hamstring injury at practice Friday.
Its been a whirlwind coming from where I was to where Im at now. Im trying to grasp the whole situation and trying to deal with it. Its still a learning process and Im trying to do the best I can.
Hillis insisted that theres never been a problem with his intra-locker room relationships, but numerous Browns players indicated otherwise. While sympathetic to Hillis desire for a new deal hes in the final year of his rookie contract and will make $600,000 in 2011 they believe he has allowed his frustrations surrounding the lack of progress on that front to detract from his focus.
Most conspicuously, Hillis sat out the Sept. 25 victory over the Dolphins after a week-long bout with strep throat, reporting to Cleveland Stadium hours before the game, informing team officials he felt too sick to play and heading home prior to the arrival of most of his teammates. He later said he decided not to play on the advice of his agent, Kennard McGuire, adding to the suspicions of teammates, Browns officials and fans that his contract situation affected his availability.
More recently, Hillis annoyed teammates after joining third-string quarterback Thaddeus Lewis(notes) in a conspicuous competition to throw footballs off the crossbar of the Candlestick Park goalposts about 90 minutes before Sundays 20-10 defeat to the Niners. Hillis, who had aggravated the hamstring strain in a practice a few days earlier, supposedly was a game-time decision; the spectacle occurred while other Browns players were stretching and engaging in warm-ups; it was captured by CBS TV cameras and discussed on the broadcast.
It was a bad look, one veteran said, and it did not sit well with any of us.
On Monday, Hillis was criticized by former Browns center LeCharles Bentley(notes) after missing a scheduled appearance at a Halloween party for the Cleveland Boys and Girls Club. Hillis has since apologized, citing a miscommunication with his management.
His miserable week continued when, on Wednesday morning, Hillis was summoned to a meeting room where, to his surprise, he encountered a group of veterans who expressed their concerns about his recent actions and demeanor.
A few guys tried to talk to him, to make him understand the best way to go about things is to put your head down and do the best you possibly can, said All-Pro tackle Joe Thomas(notes), the teams best and highest-paid player. Because if the Browns arent going to pay you, some team will break the bank and either way you need to play hard.
Added linebacker Scott Fujita: The fact that everyone has to get asked about [Hillis situation] by the local beat writers every day, its started to create a distraction, and its a shame that it has to be that way. Im never gonna be in a position to question a players toughness. I just want him to be healthy and in the right frame of mind to help the team. More than anything else, thats what our conversation with him was about.
The tone of the meeting was mostly positive, with the veterans explaining to Hillis that some of his actions were being perceived negatively (they specifically cited the football-throwing incident before the Niners game) and that they needed his full commitment to help inject life into a struggling offense. After all, they have empathy for Hillis financially driven frustrations, a phenomenon that has not been uncommon in Clevelands locker room in recent years.
Browns players understand that running backs are particularly driven to maximize their earning potential because of the wear-and-tear endemic to the position, a position recently enunciated by Chicago Bears halfback Matt Forte(notes), who has been frustrated by his inability to secure a new, lucrative deal.
Some Browns players believe current management hasnt been overly supportive of Hillis at a time when the player seems to be mentally fragile and that everyone from team president Mike Holmgren to rookie coach Pat Shurmur could have handled the situation better. Shurmur told reporters it was his understanding that Hillis was sick before the Dolphins game, rather than unequivocally defending the players decision to sit out. There is also a sense that the organizations three powerbrokers on the football side Holmgren, general manager Tom Heckert and Shurmur may not be in lockstep on their handling of the situation or in the teams direction in general.
Last month Holmgren, who coached the Green Bay Packers and Seattle Seahawks to a combined three Super Bowls, told reporters that negotiations between the team and Hillis were quiet now and that the two sides had agreed to let Peyton play, let the dust settle and see what happens. Holmgren declined an interview request this week, and McGuire Hillis third agent since the end of the 2010 season was unavailable Thursday because of a personal matter.
On the other hand, as one veteran player said, The organization is not going to reward a guy they think is moping or acting out or going about it the wrong way, just out of principle, and because of the message it sends to younger guys. And I totally understand that.
Heckert conceded on Thursday that the guys we did sign [to big contracts], those are the guys we feel are ultimate team guys who want to be here.
As to Hillis situation, Heckert said, Weve had numerous conversations. We were so far apart that [talks broke off]. Its not like its a dead deal, but lets see how he plays the rest of the season and then reassess. Theres a ton of time.
A seventh-round draft pick out of Arkansas, where he was in the same backfield as Oakland Raiders star Darren McFadden(notes), Hillis gained 397 yards in two seasons for the Broncos before being shipped to Cleveland with a pair of draft picks for quarterback Brady Quinn(notes). The deal looked like a huge steal for the Browns in 2010 when Hillis emerged as a punishing lead back, running for 1,177 yards on 270 carries and scoring 11 of his 13 touchdowns on the ground.
This year, Hillis has run 60 times for 211 yards and two scores, and his per-carry average is down from 4.4 to 3.5 yards. His backup, Montario Hardesty(notes), went down with a torn calf muscle against the 49ers, leaving the team with a pair of inexperienced alternatives if Hillis cant play Sunday against the Texans in Houston Cleveland ranks 29th in the NFL in rushing yards per game (87.6).
Its tough not having him out here for whatever reason it is, Thomas said of Hillis. He can definitely make a difference, cause hes a difference-maker. I really think safeties and linebackers, when they have to play against a healthy Peyton, theyre scared. He hurt two guys on one play last year against the Bengals; it was crazy. Whatevers going on, hopefully they can get it worked out, because we need him.
Pro Bowl center Alex Mack expressed a similar sentiment, saying, Hes really important. Hes a strong, hard runner, so hell turn a lousy, one-yard run into a four-yard gain, or a four-yard run into an eight-yard gain. Then Coach gets more comfortable calling runs, and down-and-distance situations improve. He runs so hard that he makes you look good as a lineman, no matter what, and you start blocking better.
Mack inadvertently made Hillis look bad in early October when, a week after Hillis skipped the Dolphins game with strep throat, the lineman toughed out a home defeat to the Titans with a stomach ailment that was diagnosed the following day as appendicitis. Mack had surgery during the teams bye week and returned 13 days later to play in a 24-17 defeat to the Raiders in Oakland.
I would defend [Hillis] decision not to play, Mack insisted. You love the game of football until you prove otherwise. People dont play in the Senior Bowl all the time, because you dont want to look bad and hurt your draft position. So if youre not healthy and in a contract year and you lost a lot of weight, couldnt eat and felt terrible maybe its the best decision for yourself and your team.
Wide receiver and special teams ace Joshua Cribbs(notes), who endured his own contract-related drama before finally landing a new deal in January of 2010 shortly after Holmgrens arrival, believes Hillis smartest decision at this point is to get over his frustration and play at the highest level possible.
I gave him the same advice [Hall of Fame running back and Browns legend] Jim Brown gave me: Just play, and youll get what you deserve, Cribbs said Thursday. Our advice to him is to do what he does best. Just play. Hes been forthcoming, letting guys know whats going on. He already proved himself [last year]. I feel for him. [Now] he has a chip on his shoulder, so hes more apt to prove himself.
Teammates say that a productive, focused performance against the Texans would go a long way toward Hillis winning back support in the locker room. In the meantime, there is rampant skepticism about his behavior and mindset.
Referring to Hillis collection of the Hot 20 bounty on last Fridays flight, one veteran player said, Once that happened, I stopped believing in karma for good.
Asked about Hillis stroke of luck in the locker room Thursday, Thomas gave a wan smile and shook his head.
Hopefully, Thomas said, he spent it wisely.
Whether Hillis can recover his locker room capital remains to be seen.