I'm a bit stoned right now so bear with me.
I would like to discuss the last chapter of Berserk (363) and its meaning in the wake of Kentaro Miura's passing.
In the chapter, Guts and the Archmage discuss the nature of the Skullknight's existence. The Archmage explains that Skullknight is, for all practical purposes, a wandering eternal spirit that remains tethered to the world by an everlasting grudge.
The grudge, the unquenchable thirst for revenge, serves as Skullknight's life force and the purpose of his entire being. Even when face to face with his beloved for whom he sought to avenge, Danaan - Lady Priestess of the Cherry Blossoms, he remains chained, robbed of joy by his "singular aim" for vengeance.
Skullknight's beloved was the implied Queen of King Gaiseric. At some point, the Queen assumed the identity of Danaan. The process of her transformation and its relation to the Eclipse, can be seen as an analogue to Casca and her transformation into Elaine.The Beast of Darkness has consumed Skullknight and, as a result, he can no longer "bathe in the lambency" of his mortal days. His deep-seated hatred for the Godhand has cut off his ability to recognize and cherish the face of a loved one.
Guts, on the other hand, begins to contemplate the nature of his desire for revenge. He still hasn't given in to the Beast of Darkness. By the end of the chapter, Guts is seen gazing at Casca/Elaine. The words of the Archmage still echoing in his head - "Then in the end, you must choose what to make of your fury... Whether it is to be the breath to keep you alive, or the hellfire that consumes you from within." This begs the question - is bringing Griffith to justice truly the ultimate goal, to the point of sacrificing everything else Guts holds dear? Isn't "sacrifice" how this mess started in first place?
Perhaps Guts already achieved that which was truly meaningful - healing Casca, gaining a new family, using his strength to protect his loved ones, and ultimately rediscovering a sense of belonging, peace, and love in the world once more...Could our hero have come to peace in the end?
As bittersweet as it is, I like to think that Miura couldn't have left us on a better chapter. Even if things aren't "fair" or "just" in the world, there are things we can still be grateful for. Regardless if we can mold our existence into everything we want it to be, life is something to be cherished, especially with our loved ones. Even Guts, whose life had been a series of tragic events ultimately found happiness in the end... Stay strong, strugglers.