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I constantly feel alone even though I have a ton of people on my Steam friend list.
And I think majority don't know that I'm really mentally ill constantly fearing I'm bothering them if I message them.
 
Collete said:
I constantly feel alone even though I have a ton of people on my Steam friend list.
And I think majority don't know that I'm really mentally ill constantly fearing I'm bothering them if I message them.
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I do this too. I basically am afraid of bugging certain people and then I end up wondering why they never talk to me. It's even worse if they respond with a short answer, then the bothering feeling really kicks in :/
 
Acorn said:
My dog is as dear to me as family.
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My extended family makes fun of us because we take very good care of our dog. Brush his teeth, Vet and all that. He is 15 and still in good shape. All of their chihuahuas have either been stolen, hit by cars, mauled by bigger dogs or died of health problems. Our dog has outlived them ALL.
 
Cheated the academic system. Still got my diploma. Some strategy involved, mostly fluke. Just goes to show how flawed it is. Some days I feel like Frank Abagnale, other days I wait for my penance of homelessness with solemnity.

Wonder if this apathy towards living will be with me forever, or if I'll ever find a purpose. I genuinely can't imagine my life past 40, and I'm concerned that my restoration of a doomed project car is a real midlife crisis and I'm destined to die young.

I'm still crying inside over a girl I "broke up" with, yet never even dated. I was the overly good friend, supporting her and talking her through the issues with her then-boyfriend, because I seriously wanted the best for her. Still do. Though if she and her ex did work things out and ever got hitched I likely would've been incredibly selfish and book a trip to Africa for a year just to make sure I wouldn't do anything stupid like run down the aisle after her and yell "I object!"

Either way, she's in a rebound phase, I haven't spoken to her one-on-one since March 16th, last time I actually saw her was July 3rd, only lurk her instagram every other day (better since three times in one day a couple of months ago), and I think I'm going steady with a girl I met on tinder and yet I'm still horny as fuck to hook up with nearby local girls. I do it because I don't want to day we're dating, because I don't believe in long-distance relationships, particularly those that begin long-distance, and I don't see either of us closing the 4 hour driving gap. She's honestly a great person...and I still can't 100% commit.

Parts of my life come on a silver platter and I'm becoming self-destructive; I've been wondering what Robin Williams final thoughts were in his last moments of life.

tl;dr I really don't know why I vented here. I've been feeling weird.
 
Log4Girlz said:
I am as one dimensional in real life as I am in here. Not that many would know, I am always alone.
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Stfu

My secret is that Log4Girlz is a fantastic person in real life and I will hit anyone who says otherwise.

Also I am very insecure and deathly afraid of bugs.
 
I have Aspergers (mild autism), it mainly really affects me in large crowds and static social settings, and also organization or times. Also had bad depression throughout high school. I have that Aspie tendency to get fixated on stuff sometimes and I have to work hard to drop subjects on my mind.
 
I've realized more recently that I create high anxiety in myself due to years of people telling me throughout life that I would do something big with my life.

At age 26, I feel as though my time to do something big is slowly drawing to an end. All I have is my novel, and though I think it's good- I fear that it's not ya know, that good. Good enough to feel accomplished.
 
Brofield said:
Cheated the academic system. Still got my diploma. Some strategy involved, mostly fluke. Just goes to show how flawed it is. Some days I feel like Frank Abagnale, other days I wait for my penance of homelessness with solemnity.

Wonder if this apathy towards living will be with me forever, or if I'll ever find a purpose. I genuinely can't imagine my life past 40, and I'm concerned that my restoration of a doomed project car is a real midlife crisis and I'm destined to die young.

I'm still crying inside over a girl I "broke up" with, yet never even dated. I was the overly good friend, supporting her and talking her through the issues with her then-boyfriend, because I seriously wanted the best for her. Still do. Though if she and her ex did work things out and ever got hitched I likely would've been incredibly selfish and book a trip to Africa for a year just to make sure I wouldn't do anything stupid like run down the aisle after her and yell "I object!"

Either way, she's in a rebound phase, I haven't spoken to her one-on-one since March 16th, last time I actually saw her was July 3rd, only lurk her instagram every other day (better since three times in one day a couple of months ago), and I think I'm going steady with a girl I met on tinder and yet I'm still horny as fuck to hook up with nearby local girls. I do it because I don't want to day we're dating, because I don't believe in long-distance relationships, particularly those that begin long-distance, and I don't see either of us closing the 4 hour driving gap. She's honestly a great person...and I still can't 100% commit.

Parts of my life come on a silver platter and I'm becoming self-destructive; I've been wondering what Robin Williams final thoughts were in his last moments of life.

tl;dr I really don't know why I vented here. I've been feeling weird.
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Venting is what we are here for. No problems mate. Shoot a PM if you wanna talk about it.

Things may have been coming on a silver plate because you have deserved it. You seem like a nice guy and seem to be handling stuff well.

Although, try to find something to do to ease your mind of this girl and to minimize the instagram-looks. You are perfectly off without her and she is the loser here.
 
When I was a senior in high school I made out with a freshman. We were close friends and talked about going out, but we both decided against it since it would have been too weird. She was 15 and I was 18 by the way. I've always felt very dirty about the whole thing.
 
- I am affiliated with a political party

- At some point of my life I truthly became addicted to videogames. As if, I played them compulsively and without feeling any pleasure from it. It was horrible

- When I was 4 year old, I thought that once you grew up your race could change into whatever random ethnicity your crazy genes determined

- I am currently writting a children's book based on the tales that I tell to my 7 year old nephew :D

- My grand-grandad fought against the Americans

- I know many people who are members of secret / occult societies. Many of them are perfectly rational individuals with materialist and atheistic views in life
 
Ikael said:
- I am affiliated with a political party

- At some point of my life I truthly became addicted to videogames. As if, I played them compulsively and without feeling any pleasure from it. It was horrible

- When I was 4 year old, I thought that once you grew up your race could change into whatever random ethnicity your crazy genes determined

- I am currently writting a children's book based on the tales that I tell to my 7 year old nephew :D

- My grand-grandad fought against the Americans

- I know many people who are members of secret / occult societies. Many of them are perfectly rational individuals with materialist and atheistic views in life
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You mean not so grand-grandad

USA USA
 
Vibranium said:
I have Aspergers (mild autism), it mainly really affects me in large crowds and static social settings, and also organization or times. Also had bad depression throughout high school. I have that Aspie tendency to get fixated on stuff sometimes and I have to work hard to drop subjects on my mind.
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Apparently they've gotten rid of the term Aspergers and now just use autism for all forms of it. I have it as well but I've already mentioned it multiple times on gaf.

For something different, I tap my foot to almost any form of music. Even if I don't like it, I can't help tapping my foot to it. Some of my favorite songs are ones where I start tapping my foot really fast or really hard like this (fast) or this (hard).
 
Kyledk05 said:
I have trouble showing people how much I care about them.

A girl who I was good friends from elementary through high school recently got back in touch with me and has invited me to hang out on several occasions over the past few weeks. I've really enjoyed spending time with her, and I kind of think I love her in a non-romantic way. I want to let her know how much she means to me, but I just don't know how to communicate that since I don't normally let other people know how I'm feeling...
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Buy her pizza.
 
If I have the option to play as a female in a video game I will do so 100% of the time, I have no idea why I dislike playing as my own gender or have an urge to play as the opposite gender. And no its not because I want my character to hit on men.

As an extension to this, I sometimes wondered whether I play as a female because I identify more as one. I don't think it's true but the thought exists.
 
Gentle Rodriguez said:
If I have the option to play as a female in a video game I will do so 100% of the time, I have no idea why I dislike playing as my own gender or have an urge to play as the opposite gender. And no its not because I want my character to hit on men.

As an extension to this, I sometimes wondered whether I play as a female because I identify more as one. I don't think it's true but the thought exists.
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Im the opposite. If I have option to play dudes, I will play dudes. I dislike playing my gender because we are usually not represented for us, we are represented for the opposite gender. Which sucks ballz.

Also in mmos, its easier to play as dudes. Less harassmentz

El_Gato said:
It's mostly the equivalent to no-name copycat fast food, just some generic story-telling with sometimes really bad drawings on top.

Stuff like the works from Ichika Hanamura.
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GOOGLE TIEM <3

Edit: Ooooh, pretty drawings. I shall read o7 Thank ye for name droppage.
 
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