There is no struggle with it. There is nothing in astrophysics that suggests anything like astrology has any foundation in reality. That article you posted was frankly very woolly, and contained no evidence. Astrology is not studied by anyone with a serious academic interest in science, because it has no foundation in reality.
Your statement that my position is more religious than scientific is incredibly ironic, given that you are making the exact same argument that religious people do. You are advocating for some kind of consciousness in the universe, which is of course just another way of saying 'god'.
No such thing exists. Or, if it does, we have absolutely zero evidence of it, and therefore no reason to believe it is real.