Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid 13 FIN
Totally what I didn't need after all that Bojack Horseman today. A-part of this episode was so evocative of that property in how things played out. Kobayashi's been a mess for a while now with Tohru becoming this stabilizing force in her life and to lose her like that was something that threatened Kobayashi with regression. I hadn't really bought into the domestic side of things as genuine for most of the show. Yeah, it was nice to see Kobayashi, Tohru, and Kanna do things together but I felt like there was a piece missing.
I think it was episode 11, possibly 10, where Tohru won the kotatsu after the yellow marble came out of the garapon. At the end of the episode, there's a scene where Kobayashi finally gets the orange peel in the trash, they congratulate one another, and she recalls that same yellow marble. There's a sense of epiphany on her part and that she finally realized how lucky she was to now be in her current situation. For me, that little scene let their relationship advance from imitation to something so very genuine. That's what made the beginning of this episode so rough.
The Bojack allusion I brought up is apparent here as Tohru's absence is handled in much the same way Bojack characters were forced to handle their own personal crises. There's no magic word or wish that'll fix the situation. If anything, Tohru was the embodiment of that notion and she's now gone. Tangible frustration exists as Kobayashi can't stop to wallow in self-pity or run away from the issue especially with Kanna still in her care. She's forced to trudge forward through the daily drudgery, too busy for her own good with her increased responsibility and left with little else to do but offer up some sad regret in her rare downtime in what was now a very ordinary life. It was frustrating because things fell apart for her through no action of her own. Life sucks and you just have to deal with it. Neither Kobayashi nor myself truly appreciated Tohru as we ought to have until she was gone with nothing illustrating this better than removing her from the title card is uncomfortable since ii's a disruption of a normalcy established across twelve other episodes. Without Tohru, something was missing once again.
Tohru had her own issues this episode. There's a bit of conversation that caught me off guard when Kobayashi complimented Tohru on her tea. She thought it was great and that dragons were amazing. Torhu responded that it had nothing to do with dragons but that it had to do with her which was something so unlike Tohru would normally say. She's a dragon, she's proud of it, and for twelve episodes, she's done nothing but remind the viewer about how amazing dragons really are compared to humans. Tohru didn't do this here. Instead of being proud of what she is, she was proud of who she is. She would always be a dragon but had begun to dissociate that heritage from her daily life as she embraced this newfound identiy. The followup to this was also good when a short time later her internal doubt manifests itself as her dragon form and attacks her feelings towards Kobayashi. This doubt s such an overbearing presence that it threatens to engulf her yet she endures before external forces take her away form Kobayashi.
When they're finally reunited, I felt a sense of relief. I realized how wrong it was for them to be apart and how disruptive any sort of future separation would be. Both had drifted through life in one manner or another, each capable of getting by on their own, yet they complement one another so well, they deserve to be together. Apart they can do what needs done and handle the myriad possibilities of the future, but together,I have a sense that they might be able to handle the impossibilities too.