What. Do you think the people who had to hide their homosexuality, were beaten, insulted, maybe even killed for being gay would find your usage appropriate? Do you think that black people in America who had dogs set upon them, were beaten, raped, tortured, lynched, banned from public institutions, denied education, et freaking al. Do you think if they were alive today, they would find your usage acceptable? DO YOU THINK MLK WOULD FIND YOUR BEHAVIOUR ACCEPTABLE? I'm asking YOU why you think using the word Nigger/A is appropriate based on history and even up to today.
My goodness. I pity the people who suffered and died for black people to be free in America. To be given the same liberties. And this is how "we" repay that sacrifice. By using the very same terminology that was used against "us" negatively.
Even if you want to say that you're "taking the word back". At-least fucking do something! But you and I both know very well that blacks in America are some of the poorest and least educated. So much for that! What are you taking that word "back" and doing with it?