I live by one rule: be honest. In our current situation as individuals on a smsll portion of interstellar real-estate, though, enforcing this is nearly-impossible. When I see politicians leading loyal sheeple to a cliff-face so that they can fall into an abyss, ruining matters for the few who weren't as easily coerced, I can only cringe in the confusion and fear. Looking at life with as much perspective as I am, it seems like the fluxal nature of humans today, sub-human and super-human, has become impossible to predict in every way possible, only aided by the self-betrayal of human instinct in the Judeo-Christian era, and through the continual petty bickering of cultures and sovereignties all over the globe.
While I'm a jovial, joyous, and jiggy kind of guy, my experiences thus far in life have led to paranoia and constant anxieties, usually because I feel constricted and pressured to do better in an academic environment, when the education I'm receiving is infertile for my intellectual growth and personal satisfaction. My adaptability varies, either being pliable towards something I feel passionate about or being stubborn against something I feel the need to resist. Some kinds of people I can appreciate and even show love and gratitude forlike the Jews and other strong, consistent peopleswhile others can have my scorn and distaste for exhaustive caprice. In the end, I'm nice so long as I get 8 hours of sleep per day cycle, haha.
But I think the worst problem I'm having right now is that I'm well-rounded in every way, aside from my mind. Everyone wants to lean towards some extreme these days, like being an adamant academic while your physical health degrades, or being big hunk who eadily falls prey to mental subversion. And perhaps it's always been that way as welland to be more and more aware of everything happening on this planet at any time is the only recent addition. But I'm stuck feeling like a dead, grey pixel placed amongst a bunch of primary colors, with this profound loneliness driving mr to GAF. This is my sound suffering, I guess.
Humanity, as I know it, has reached the point of lacking balance and moderation, and that will either fix itself or lead to the majority of us perishing in this infernal cycle of increasing extremes. We do, of course, have the potential to be more cunning and achieving as a group of individuals, so much that we could bring our childhood away from this cradle and into outer space. But I'm powerless to dictate our course.