Needless to say, if you haven't watched Toradora but want to, skip the fuck out of this post.
Toradora 23 -Rewatch-
Oh, you better
believe some shit is going down.
To recap: Ryuuji knows Taiga loves him, but Taiga is inexplicably still trying to set him up with Minorin and he's going with the flow. Minorin says she's going to go for what she can see. Kitamura is Kitamura. Ami is raging silently. Nobody's sure what's going through Taiga's head, except blood and pus because she keeps threatening to show it to Those Two Girls.
Yuri-sensei goes off about Valentine's day for a while because lol. They gotta hand in their future forms.
The framing for this shot is nice. Ryuuji faces his future with a sheepish, indeterminate look, while Taiga seeks freedom outside.
Ryuuji trots out his line about his mum while Taiga says "I'm rich as fuck ain't never working these hands". Yuri-sensei sighs, and tells them "What you do with your lives now is completely up to you now. No more blaming others."
Taiga doesn't give a shit.
Me? I'm gonna go where the wind takes me.
She monologues for a while to Ryuuji. "I've always denied who I am, and wondered why I turned out this way... what could I have done differently?" She tells him there's one thing she wanted to experience - a normal love, which freaks Ryuuji out.
I'm not so into the composition here, but note how Taiga is still partially hidden.
"Why past tense?" asks Ryuuji. Taiga says, experiencing one is impossible. "Everything was wrong from the beginning. I'm not normal", she says, and leaves.
Ryuuji wanders into the staffroom to find Ami arguing with the mullet-wearing principal, who wants her to model school uniforms for next year. She takes her annoyance out on him, and he silently (and hilariously) chucks her shoe out the door.
Ryuuji being Ryuuji, of course, he can't help but go get it back for her.
You could see Ami's irritation at being asked to model as another reflection of her ongoing theme where she doesn't particularly like being viewed as 'adult', given that she's still a confused, angry teen.
I like Ami's expression here. It's like she got caught being too real.
"If I could, I'd stay here with everyone forever..." she says wistfully. She tells him she'd originally planned to leave early, but stayed... why? Because she saw Taiga getting hurt. "If I was the only one who understood her, then I had to be the one to save her... or so I thought," she says (If you recall, she calls home in ep 14, right after the Cultural Festival... but not straight after, it takes a conversation with Ryuuji to really get her to decide). She snatches the shoe while Ryuuji is trying to work out what she's talking about and stalks off when Ryuuji gets a call and rushes home.
Yuusako collapsed from working too many jobs, Ryuuji leaves to walk it off, Taiga rushes after him with jacket and wallet and bags and saves him from a car. Ryuuji starts blaming himself and tries to go on when Taiga grabs him.
He's trying to walk away, but when Taiga grabs his hand...
It takes him a few tries, but he returns the grip too.
This scene really works the career plan from a side-story/metaphor into something more and, in some ways, works as the inverse of the light-kicking scene I absolutely love from episode two. It's Taiga chasing after Ryuuji trying to understand and share his pain, even if she can't provide solutions right now.
Ryuuji and Taiga go take up Ya-chan's job at the bakery, though Ryuuji lies to her and tells her she was fired instead (to try and spare her from working, obvs). Cut to Ryuuji being basically the worst at customer service.
YOOOOOO WE GOT TWINTAILS THIS IS FINALLY A REAL ANIME
"You've got to compensate for a face that just isn't suited for customer service" snarks Taiga. Haruta turns up... girlfriend in tow. (It's possible he represents that we never really know everything about another person, or it's just a last-second gag. Who's to say?) Noto also turns up for a comedy gag before Taiga summons Ami for a bit.
Their friendship is really quite adorable especially considering that the first time they ever met Taiga slapped the shit out of Ami
We see some anime magic as Ami, merely by saying something pithy, summons a crowd to buy a shittonne of chocolates. Ryuuji runs to get a quick word in. "Everyone will be sad if you leave," he tells her.
"Everyone?" she asks.
Taiga buys the rest of the chocolates and tells Ryuuji she's going to give them to their friend group to apologise for ruining the snow trip by falling off a cliff. Cut to her giving them to their friendgroup to etc etc.
Ami says these are the same boxes as she was selling yesterday, but accepts it anyway. Minorin is genki as usual.
An awful lot of this episode takes place by afternoon's orange light, Toradora's visual guide for "profound shit is gonna happen"
Ryuuji accepts his chocolates with an odd look, and Taiga proceeds to give the best ones to Kitamura because, after all....
LIES DETECTED
Taiga continues on with her babbling, the only point of animation in the room which has otherwise gone very, very still.
Minorin's eyes trembling here is so subtle but intense. You can see her as she tries to process what Ryuuji must have done.
An innocuous question, but Ryuuji recognises it for what it is immediately - an attack, Minorin's final acceptance that the truth finally has to come out.
No other characters at all move during this sequence while Taiga squashes and stretches in animation, bringing to attention her fake bounciness and attempts to play off the question.
Ami's eyes narrow as she sees the last futile attempt to keep up the facade.
"Nobody saw anything!" says Ryuuji. Mistake.
The intensity of this scene spikes so suddenly here. Minorin's VA really sells it here, a brutal but necessary shift.
Taiga tries to intervene but Minorin grabs her as
Lost my Pieces starts playing.
The line art style goes really fluid and the angles shift disconcertingly as Minorin interrogates Taiga.
The music swells as Taiga screams in pain and fear and tries to run.
The timing of this shot to the strings kicking in is exquisite.
Kitamura and Ami silently move to block the doors, refusing to let Taiga run from her feelings.
Their silent co-ordination on this is heartwarming.
"Are you fine with letting Taiga go?" asks Kitamura of Ryuuji, as Minori grabs Taiga.
Taiga's screams are heartfelt, heartrending; she can't even look at Minori, it's too painful for her. Their movements are frantic, frenzied, desperate.
Taiga can't use her friends to deflect her self-sacrifice any longer. She can't say it's for their sake; they won't let her. Sacrificing on another's behalf without them knowing is little more than blaming them for making yourself suffer.
Taiga offers her feeble excuses, but she's petrified.
Minorin's yell blows away the shadows and lets in the light as the music swells again.
Taiga manages to throw off Minorin and run; Kitamura and Ami agree they've done all they can as Ami leaves position, letting Taiga escape.
Her run towards camera is sloppy, ungainly, emotional, befitting the intensity of the scene.
Ami challenges Ryuuji to chase Taiga down, "if you're up to the task". Minori is more direct - she's going to chase her down. "What will you do?" she demands as the lead-in to the ED begins.
A perfect place for a cliffhanger!
Zoom into Ryuuji's face, cut to white, credits!
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A fucking intense climax to the episode as all of Toradora finally comes to a head. As Minori realises that Ryuuji and Taiga are still fucking hiding each other's true feelings from one another the team finally decide to force the two of them to make a god damn decision. It's a really strong way to bring in the entire main cast on the central issue of the show and to reaffirm their friendship, even if in the now it hurts deeply - and Taiga sells the fuck out of the pain.
Minorin told Ami earlier that she was working towards what she could see, but she told Ryuuji as well that she just couldn't see 'ghosts' - love. Yuri-sensei tells the two of them earlier in the episode that they are responsible for their own decisions; they can't palm the blame off to someone else. They've been stuck in a holding pattern of letting the one they want to be with 'be happy' by denying their own happiness, by averting their eyes from their 'ghosts'. Well, it's time to open your eyes, ToraDora. Happy Valentine's Day.
Next time on Toradora: I'm A Taurus.