Seems like I'm done with the game
I'm on some super long mission (the aegis one), at the end you have to hack into a computer and since the previous hacking missions were super easy I forgot to bring a healing/threat reducing spell.
It's impossible to finish without these, you take so much dmg from the enemies and once it goes to 100percent alert it spawns a ton of extra enemies
dying on the first turn after entering one of the last rooms in there every time.
Since I can't access any kind of vendor and since this whole mission was long and tedious I'd much rather play a different game than slog through this a second time.
Even if I were to load a previous checkpoint I don't think I have the credits to buy those healing/alarm reduce spells anyhow.
The story /setting in the game is good but compared to xcom the level design and combat are really really poor throughout the game. I was happy to replay xcom levels over and over again but here it's a big chore, the tablet UI doesn't help either.
edit: for those playing, never send your main char into a room first, near the end of the game there are some rooms where enemies can overwatch most of your hp in one turn as soon as you enter, and then on their turn all it takes is one rng crit to make you lose 45 mins of progress.