ryutaro's mama
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You dont know how upset i was during 2008-2010. Literally, my days were ruined when we lost. I wouldnt want to talk to anyone. It wasnt healthy. Maybe i just refuse to get back to that point again.
I was that way from when I was a kid until last year when I had to leave and deal with my personal shit. That time in my life put a lot of shit in perspective for me.
I would make myself sick when the Lakers lost, got eliminated, etc.
This is declassified info now but, in 2010, that series made me physically ill--I lost weight and started forgetting to eat. I was fixated on the Lakers winning that series because of what happened in 2008. I made their failure my own, in a weird way.
I still cheer and get bothered when they lose but I don't live and die with them like I used to. Except when games like this one happen.
These are tough.