I dunno, youre right it's hard to articulate but i could try eh? I've just always been fascinated with space since I was a kid. The scale, physics, time, gravity, etc is just mind blowing to me. It's simultaneously open to so much hypothesizing yet grounded in an ever evolving science as technology gets better and better.
A few years ago I bought a small but fantastic dobsonion telescope, Orion Starblast 4.5, and it was amazing. I started learning the sky, how to star hop and find objects. I'll never forget how amped I was when I first found andromeda through the eyepiece. It looked like nothing more than a faint smudge of light but I was ecstatic. Very soon I started trying to take images, first by just holding my phone to the eyepiece, then purchasing a planetary camera that fits where the eyepiece would go. This was a completely manual tabletop telescope so I was limited to basically imaging thr moon and a few planets but that was it I was hooked.
Last March I sold my eyepieces and that telescope and purchased the t3i with some lenses and a small equatorial mount called the Star Adventure. A very basic mount that has equatorial tracking but eveyrthing else was manual.
Long story short it didn't take long before I sold that, purchased a full goto equatorial mount, a small refractor, an asiair pro to control everything from my phone and other bits that upped the complexity by an order of magnitude but would help me get better images..
This was late last summer and I've only managed to properly image a few targets but the obsession has kicked into high gear. I'm bummed that the weather has been so shit, there are a ton of objects I've missed that won't be back until next year! Hopefully the weather turns for the better as winter ends
My two best images I've acquired are these...
Andromeda - this is 31hrs worth of two minute exposures
M42 The Orion Nebula - this is from only 40 minutes (!) worth of 30 exposure exposures. I'm hoping to get five or six more hours worth before Orion disappears later in the spring
Ok, enough of my obsession. Sorry for derailing the thread!