Quick update..
Financial Aid came through. My EFC (estimated family contribution) was 7070.. basically no chance of a grant/work study. After providing proof of unemployment, etc, they got my score down to 600, which opened the door to a full grant for the next two years which should be enough time to finish my degree.
The hardest part during all of this, (aside from losing track of what day it is

) is feeling like I'm taking advantage/getting a hand out. I've worked hard all my life, watched my dad work 2 or 3 jobs/overtime/etc you name it.
Don't get me wrong, my family could really use the help, and I have no intention of just riding the system, but I'm being realistic about the job market so I won't get too depressed.
On the plus side of this, I'm getting a small pension from my old company, and the state just notified me of a program to help make house payments for 2 years with 0 interest, provided I'll be living in my house for the next 10 years (which I will be). I'm tempted to utilize the program, since it'd help take care of some expensive medical bills.
But like I said earlier, there's still that nagging feeling of "I could maybe handle things without assistance -- sure it'd be a lot tougher, but I could probably make it work".
Am I just being weird?
The main reason I'm contemplating any of this stuff is for my family. Less worry is less stress on everyone. I'm looking at it as a great opportunity to go back to school, get some stuff done around the house, and try to improve my health.
Ah well, thanks for letting me babble..