Vault Dweller 111
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I feel like every week it's the same thing.
"I am gonna do this and this and this today. I will not leave campus until I have all of this work done!"
...
"Man, I'm pretty hungry, I can just do it at home"
I eat some lunch, my classes are done for the day. And I just shut down. I feel tired, unmotivated, and would love to just sit on my ass and watch Netflix the rest of the day.
Now don't get me wrong. I will get the work done. I never get incomplete or zeroes on assignments. In fact based on people I talk to, I actually procrastinate a lot less than some. But still, it doesn't mean that I'm always pleased with the work, or feel like I'm actually learning rather than just finishing whatever the assignment is. I'm no idiot. But this major is pretty damn hard, and some of this stuff just doesn't click for me like it does for my classmates. I can pass the classes, I can get the degree. But I want to have a better understanding, I want to go to grad school, I want to get into the research field, etc. So I have to outwork all these geniuses I'm surrounded by.
And yet, I can't make myself go that extra mile. I can finish the math assignment, but I don't read the chapter and make sure I understand exactly what's happening. Or do extra examples to really understand the material, it's things like that, and I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about. I try to study, suddenly I'm browsing the Internet and an hour has passed. I do a half hour of work, break time! I just have no energy by the time I get home. And I can't stay focused.
I know people take adderal and other things. But that's not for me. I'd love nothing more than to just sit in the library for three hours a day just pouring over books. But man, it's tough.
So Gaf, how do you get by? Is it enough for me to just bring a Red Bull in my backpack, finish my classes, grab some lunch, drink the Bull and go crazy? (Not a huge fan of energy drinks either, but whatever.). That's my new plan that I'll be putting into action tomorrow. But I'd love some other tips.
And just to get some stuff out of the way. Yes, I love my major. I think I can enjoy something and still have a hard time getting motivated to pour over linear algebra or electrodynamics textbooks. So any 'you obviously don't enjoy what you are doing' comments are unnecessary.
Thanks Gaf!
"I am gonna do this and this and this today. I will not leave campus until I have all of this work done!"
...
"Man, I'm pretty hungry, I can just do it at home"
I eat some lunch, my classes are done for the day. And I just shut down. I feel tired, unmotivated, and would love to just sit on my ass and watch Netflix the rest of the day.
Now don't get me wrong. I will get the work done. I never get incomplete or zeroes on assignments. In fact based on people I talk to, I actually procrastinate a lot less than some. But still, it doesn't mean that I'm always pleased with the work, or feel like I'm actually learning rather than just finishing whatever the assignment is. I'm no idiot. But this major is pretty damn hard, and some of this stuff just doesn't click for me like it does for my classmates. I can pass the classes, I can get the degree. But I want to have a better understanding, I want to go to grad school, I want to get into the research field, etc. So I have to outwork all these geniuses I'm surrounded by.
And yet, I can't make myself go that extra mile. I can finish the math assignment, but I don't read the chapter and make sure I understand exactly what's happening. Or do extra examples to really understand the material, it's things like that, and I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about. I try to study, suddenly I'm browsing the Internet and an hour has passed. I do a half hour of work, break time! I just have no energy by the time I get home. And I can't stay focused.
I know people take adderal and other things. But that's not for me. I'd love nothing more than to just sit in the library for three hours a day just pouring over books. But man, it's tough.
So Gaf, how do you get by? Is it enough for me to just bring a Red Bull in my backpack, finish my classes, grab some lunch, drink the Bull and go crazy? (Not a huge fan of energy drinks either, but whatever.). That's my new plan that I'll be putting into action tomorrow. But I'd love some other tips.
And just to get some stuff out of the way. Yes, I love my major. I think I can enjoy something and still have a hard time getting motivated to pour over linear algebra or electrodynamics textbooks. So any 'you obviously don't enjoy what you are doing' comments are unnecessary.
Thanks Gaf!