had a weird long talk with the ex trough facebook
basically ended up on us meeting on a couple days and having a coffee or something. She's with someone now but she gave me an argument about how our relationship ended really abrupt and she wanted to have a closure kinda talk, loose ends and explanations or whatever
told her I didnt wanna do it cause I really dont wanna relive that whole thing wich in many ways I still havent got over, but she told me its really important to her and whatnot and its not like she was bad to me or doesnt deserve that kinda thing so I guess i'll do it
I still think its a bad idea man, probably setting myself up for beimg crushed round 2. Been exactly a year now since the break up (wich is probably why she brought it up) but our way of "dealing" pretty much revolved around the fact that we havent seen each other since that day, wich in itself is bizarre considering it was a 5 year relationship
tl;dr: ill be getting pretty damn drunk soon