HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I am so hungover from tinyGAF dance party last night. Stayed up til 7am yesterday talking with AusGAF. Wowsers.
coldvein did u have a date last night? how'd it go?
nah. was supposed to happen but i suddenly got scheduled at work. our schedules are highly conflicting. details of "the date" are still in the works. all that has been agreed upon is that it will happen as soon as possible. :\
Drunk sex is great, i do flop after about 10 minutes no matter how much fun I'm having.
I can also never cum when I'm drunk.
So... never right?
That sucks.
I'm sorry man.
edit: i take my response back. nevamind.
I saw it.
You will go out with her, realize she is your soulmate and have sex with her every minute of every hour for the rest of your life.
You will always be happy from that moment on. Look forward to it.
I just want to be a real person (myself) instead of a shell (what I am now).
I'm a nerd pretty much. People don't notice I'm one anymore. I like reading and knowing what people think. I didn't appreciate the assholish behavior @ the party. But pretended to be one for a couple of minutes.you're not a real person? you made outta wood? explain. it's sensitive boy-talk time in ehre.
I'm a nerd pretty much.
Celebrate that shit!so i'm drunk and listenign to sweet music and reading/writing baseball trade rumors
family and son are mostly healthy, worries seem far away, and tomorrow's sunday. fucking beat that.
Hate realizing how much of a self pitying asshole I am. Sometimes I feel I really need to get over myself and my own bullshit hang ups. What am I afraid of anyway? Being happy I guess.
Shat all over timedog while fucked up playing Reach. I play that shit better tipsy lmao.
Drop gamer tags. I haven't played that in months but Im willing to pick it back upShat all over timedog while fucked up playing Reach. I play that shit better tipsy lmao.
You're gonna get embarassed in January.
I'd write your name on every one. I'm that thoughtful.i'malready like five hundred han solo cups ahead of you mayne!. maybe. shit.
I'd write your name on every one. I'm that thoughtful.
You have my word.thanks man. if i get perm'd tonight please put my last big post on a plaque and give it to atramental. it is a mission statement.
thanks man. if i get perm'd tonight please put my last big post on a plaque and give it to atramental. it is a mission statement.
yeah, i hear you.. i'll talk about this shit right now. drunk thread. a couple years back this girl killed my soul. i thought we were gonna get married and all that. life had different plans. i spent a year in a bad bitter miserable self hating kinda place. that's when i finally felt that track off the love below...roses? where the end piece goes "dumbass bitch. stupidass bitch. trickass bitch." etc. etc. anyway. so the past year i've been creating new shit for myself, i moved to a city. i've made plenty of new friends, male and female, i've had an awesome time, i've carved out a new place for myself. i've banged off with a decent amount of random chicks from the bar and never talked to them again, and never felt any desire to. one day not that long ago, i realized i'm not getting any younger and that sometime, yeah, i'd like to find a girl to relate to and keep me warm at night and be "that one" again. i've got a bit of anxiety when it comes to chicks i'm really impressed by, but i realized i've just gotta say fuck it, i'm talking to those girls. i'm gonna put myself out there. i don't wanna look back on this period and say "man, i shoulda said something, i shoulda said something but i pussed out". so i'm on this shit like "hey, you're swell, let's kick it". i've had some quiet rejections. i've had some "let's just be friends". and right now i've got a couple "we are at least attracted enough to eachother to hang out and see what happens" type things. and that's what i'm hanging some of my hat on right now. maybe one will work out. maybe one won't. i'm just goin in.
if i already typed this shit out in drunk thread last week and forgot about it, i apologize, I WAS DRUNK.
hahaha. i find a perverse enjoyment in hangovers, sometimes...