Alright i read the op, a lot of stuff there I have never heard of before. Here is my post in the form of the template. I'll read and re read it trying to absorb all I can from it, but it's going to be a lot of filtering out shit I thought I knew :/
Age: 26
Height: 5'10
Weight: 160
Goal: 180 lean, i'm not near a lean 160.
Current Training Schedule: Max OT from ast, entails 5 days a week doing compound movements, working one muscle group at a time (so a couple per day once a week)
Current Training Equipment Available: Gym membership, so most.
Comments: Basically, I have the drive and passion to do this, and will do whatever it takes to hit my goals as long as it's natural. I fear over the years I have gained so much bullshit knowledge and understanding that, it's better to say i'm brand new and try to learn the correct method. No matter how often I lift, I'm not seeing gains of any sort in muscle, the only place I can ever recall gaining any reasonable amount of muscle was my legs, but even that was pretty minimal. I have a a huge aversion to vegetables in that they basically like to come back out before they even go down, but if it is required in order to achieve my goal I am willing to force feed myself.
My frame is that of a thin person, but i'd not say i'm straight up ectomorph. I have a belly and am not 'lean' anywhere right now, aside maybe my calves which is pretty typical. Upon starting my membership I started a few supplements and have been doing about, 2300 calories on top of creatine, with most of those calories coming from protein, then carbs (carbs from weight gainer shakes/post work out shakes, rice, whole wheat bread), and then some fat. I used to weigh like, 115 in my late teens, but upon losing all my care for physique I also got up to about 190 and was just as weak then as I am now. To me this proves I can gain weight and it doesn't take a whole lot, unfortunately it seems to come from body fat rather than muscle. Obviously when you do nothing you won't get muscular, but my fear is to try to hard to put on mass and in the end just get chubbier.
I read the beginner routine that has you doing only 3 days a week in the gym, is that normal? I'm so accustomed to 5 days a week at this point..
I think I just feel truly fucked here yet I don't want that to be an excuse to not try, I can weight lift, push myself to my limits, feel the burn, the fatique, eat, and yet if i'm doing a bench of 100 (generic number) for one week, that number won't increase the next, or for 5 months. It just seems like I have to be doing something wrong. Yet, each time I do the muscle group, it's not like I quit because it's kinda hard, I simply can not do another rep or another set without outright failing, and to me this means in the following weeks I should be able to tackle a bit more, and it never comes.
i feel like i'm a super hard gainer muscle wise who can also become fat if I decide to let it go, the OP is filled with a lot of stuff i've never heard of before, but I suppose by posting, I was hoping to see someone who may have had a similar issue to me to inspire some hope into what someone like myself can accomplish in the span of 3 months, 6 months, a year, etc. There is another issue, my career has me at home for months at a time doing nothing, which is great, but when I go to work I leave the state and will be gone 2-3 months, I start my next job in february and will be gone through april, but despite working 12 hour shifts 6 days a week while working, I want to make sure i'm doing something that will aid me so when I return I can hit the ground running.
I've been told a few times this is a good topic for custom advice, i'm going to continue to read and re-read the op, I just finished my last workout of the week but am supposed to go again monday, for someone like me would that 3 day set per week get me anywhere? Is there any supplement I should (or shouldn't) be taking, drinking a gallon of milk a day as a diet sounds so crazy, but maybe thinking outside of what i've been doing unsuccessfully is what I need.
Sorry for rambling, I just feel like at one point, I knew exactly what I was doing, and now I feel that nothing i ever did actually worked and that i'm basically a newborn in this fitness world.