Had a wonderful leg workout last night, I'm still working my way up on my squats as I continue to adjust back to BB squatting. I'm pretty sure I'll be able to rep out 315 no problem next session. I'm pretty excited. I've never done heavy BB squats before (remember I did Smith for the longest) so it's nice to see my body is able to handle the weight. I still get fucking nervous under the bar though.
In all honesty, I don't see myself stalling much unless it's mental. My legs are strong enough to squat much heavier. Here's hoping.
Also weighed in at 179 today, and the bloat from the past weekend looks to be pretty much gone. Finally.
Monday I'm making sweet potato oatmeal pancakes. Hell yeah!
I had an odd moment earlier in the week. Someone stopped in their tracks to give me a compliment. The guy gestured towards me and said, "Not that is what I want to be!" I gave him a puzzled look, I'm sure. "You're fit and you've got abs like I want to have." Then the conversation started on how he's been hitting the gym for the past nine months, lost 40lbs but has a hard time with the last bit of belly fat. I gave him cursory encouragement that Oprah would drool over and sent him on his merry way. After all there's only so much conversation I can carry on with in a fucking locker room.
Before this I've never given much thought that anyone would want to look like me, but when I did I figured no one would. I've had comments on my physical ability from time to time, but never my appearance. Rather than let it get to my head I've chose to just keep pushing my training and taking little baby steps towards improvement every day. Incidentally I am just shy of 6'0" and 170lbs and whatever bodyfat it takes to have a six-pack, but really the crux of what I've done is taken roughly three hours of each week for the past two years to lift a few more pounds or a put up a few more reps than I did in the weeks before.
It all comes back to how I can accept both Jim Wendler and Al Kavadlo as fitness gurus and inspirations. Their stances on fitness, being strong, and health are radically different, yet at the end of the day both of these guys emphasize physical ability over aesthetics. Pick a few physical goals, dominate and devastate them, and "somehow" a respectable body will be built along the way to achieve those goals.
*thumbs up* I agree. I've had two very similar moments the past couple of weeks. Two delivery guys at a local sandwich shop (I get lettuce wraps occasionally, don't look at me like that!) both stopped to chit chat with me about fitness. The first guy was very slim, and he was trying to get bigger and was told to start reading Starting Strength by a couple of guys at him gym. I reassured him that it was an amazing place to start, and building strength and fitness is the way to go.
The second guy was on the other end of the spectrum, very overweight. He threw some questions at me about my lifting history. Then I told him how I used to be obese and his jaw just sort of hit the floor and hit me with a barrage of questions. How I got started, why did I do it, what my goals were. He even asked to see a picture of me when I was heavy. I always have my student ID handy cause of this, I look like such a puffy mofo in it. It was taken just as I started working out. But yeah, I pretty much gave him the same answers I give to other people struggling with obesity. Keep it simple, make small steps and goals, be prepared to fail (it's inevitable, but NOT a bad thing), and focus on the health benefits over the mirror and the scale. Ultimately the gift of a longer, more functional, life will mean more for you. The physical changes are just icing on the cake.
I guess as I move on to different goals, mostly bodybuilding related, I'm starting to forget where I've come from. It's nice when new people hit me up or ask me about my story as it reminds me of what I've accomplished.
I went to bodybuilding route because I think I've got the frame and size to do it. I've been told by a lot of people in and out of the sport that I should look into it, so that's what I'm doing. Strength, flexibility, yadda yadda is all still as important to me. Again, Alien has posted some interesting articles on the matter. I think however for the average person, focusing on health is the better goal. You don't have to train to look good, to look good.