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[ronito]

So in the last few weeks I've gotten more than a few requests to start a new thread for more confessions. I personally don't think there's much left as the confessional has been silent for ages. So we'll try it one more time.

The how:
Send secret confessions to gafconfess@gmail.com
I'll check it periodically and post them here.
You can look for an anonymous emailer out there. There must be one. I will not post email addresses. But if you don't want it coming back to you take some care of your own identity.

The rules:
1. Try to keep it as clean as possible.
2. Don't make stuff up.
3. Don't admit to anything seriously illegal. You can and will get in trouble. Anonymity only goes so far.
4. None of this "then a couple of guys who were up to no good..." crap.
5. Don't make stuff up.
6. Remember detective GAF: Don't put anything out there that you don't want public.
7. Anything emailed has the consent to be posted.
8. Don't post anything that would make GAF liable.
9. Be nice.
10. Don't make stuff up.

 

[ronito]

i found a wedding ring and sold it to cash 4 gold

I'm actually interested. How much you get for it?

 

[Gattsu25]

So in the last few weeks I've gotten more than a few requests to start a new thread for more confessions. I personally don't think there's much left as the confessional has been silent for ages. So we'll try it one more time.

The how:
Send secret confessions to gafconfess@gmail.com
I'll check it periodically and post them here.
You can look for an anonymous emailer out there. There must be one. I will not post email addresses. But if you don't want it coming back to you take some care of your own identity.

The rules:
1. Try to keep it as clean as possible.
2. Don't make stuff up.
3. Don't admit to anything seriously illegal. You can and will get in trouble. Anonymity only goes so far.
4. None of this "then a couple of guys who were up to no good..." crap.
5. Don't make stuff up.
6. Remember detective GAF: Don't put anything out there that you don't want public.
7. Anything emailed has the consent to be posted.
8. Don't post anything that would make GAF liable.
9. Be nice.
10. Don't make stuff up.

Just wanted to mark this in bold.

I'm participated in a previous thread but nothing since then. I'm honestly stumped about something else that I've done that would require anonymity to discuss..

 

[ronito]

Something I feel a little bad about as it is taboo and a bit creepy.

When I have 'fun' with girls online I will sometimes take screenshots or record their cam or what they are saying or save the text chat, without their knowledge. I don't share or spread them with anyone, I keep them for myself like a digital memories box, and as free porn.

I know the girls would probably feel horrible and violated, but I suppose I don't care about them, they are just people online that I am getting my jollies off with. I'd have no problem if it was reversed, I see something you do online as an open act, I'm sending myself 'out there' over the net to them and if it ends up on the net then that is the risk I take.

Man you're lucky Devo's banned.

 

[ronito]

I have a few confessions but I'll start with this one only for now.

I think I have a secret love child in Brazil.

Probably enough Gaf members here who live in Japan so I hope I don't get identified.

A few years ago after moving to Japan I worked for a while at a private English school. There were a number of Brazilian students there, mostly people that worked in factories 6 days a week, 12 hours a day. One of the girls was in her mid 20's, half Brazilian/Japanese and pretty cute so we started hanging out after a while. I'm married and she new as such so it was always platonic.

Like many Brazilians here at the time she got tired of the factory life and wanted to go back to Brazil. Due to the bad economy and high unemployment rates Japan was offering to pay any Brazilian who wanted to leave around $3,000 on the condition that they lose their visa and not seek work in Japan again. She decided to take them up on the offer.

After her last class with me we went out as we had before. But this time we ended up in a love hotel. There was protection... but I didn't bring my own. I had never tried a Japanese condom before that time and it was a tight fit. Everything was fine during the motions though. But when it came time to pop that condom had no hope.

We said our goodbyes and that was it. Our only means of contact after that point was Orkut which is more popular in Brazil than Facebook. We never wrote or spoke to each other again. A few years later out of curiosity I logged onto Orkut and had a look at her page. No updates except for one picture. Her and a baby which looks half white.

This is a confessions thread not a stealth brag thread. Also, you're not the father.

 

[Esch]

thats not that bad, i guess its really just recording porn. unless you know them. thats weird.


I hit a dog with a hammer once in defense of a friend.

I believe in aliens cause I saw a UFO in the desert.

 

[Deified Data]

Man you're lucky Devo's banned.

What'd Devo do to get banned? I've been gone all weekend.

 

[Rapstah]

If someone breaks the rules and mails something seriously illegal that would indict GAF or so, would you still post it? Are they "don't even bother"-levels of rules? I'm not asking for myself.

 

[sixteen-bit]

What'd Devo do to get banned? I've been gone all weekend.

I think she let someone else use her account.

 

[Little Old Man]

My one, doesn't need to be anonymous.

On the school bus home, in about year 8/9. As usual it was a boring ride home, so clever clogs here tries to be the funny man. As we are driving along, I spot a man pushing a woman in a wheelchair, some distance ahead, walking the same direction as the bus. Little Britain was the big thing at the time, and so of course I had to say to my mate next to me 'hey look, it's Andy and Lou!'. I laugh, he smirks. But then another mate a few rows behind me calls me a prick as he stands up to get off the bus, and other things I didn't hear. Strange I thought.

Then in an Inbetweeners-esque moment, we drive past the couple, and for the first time I can see who they are: the neighbours of the guy who was pissed at me.

And yes, it gets worse. You see, the reason the woman was in that wheelchair was because a few weeks back the guy, her husband, had not put the handbrake on the car properly when getting out of their car, which subsequently had rolled back and hit her, breaking her leg.

But wait, there's more. The car had not only hit the woman, but her grandson, killing him. He was only 2 or 3. I felt fucking awful for weeks. Why my mate never beat the crap out of me I'll never know, as I deserved it.

For those not in the know, here is an Andy and Lou Sketch:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0DvK7saV0I

 

[Deified Data]

I think she let someone else use her account.

Sucks. Think that was her first ban.

 

[ronito]

If someone breaks the rules and mails something seriously illegal that would indict GAF or so, would you still post it? Are they "don't even bother"-levels of rules? I'm not asking for myself.

What could possibly indict GAF that would be seriously illegal? Like "Me and GAF got real drunk once and kicked this homeless guy to death."?

 

[Crayons]

What could possibly indict GAF that would be seriously illegal? Like "Me and GAF got real drunk once and kicked this homeless guy to death."?

Well, looks like that cat is out of the bag.

 

[SillyEskimo]

I think she let someone else use her account.

What gave it away? Was the person who borrowed the account actually nice?

 

[CHEEZMO™]

Subbing.

 

[Deified Data]

What gave it away? Was the person who borrowed the account actually nice?

Aw, she's perfectly nice so long as you agree with everything she says.

Spoiler

No, she's alright.

 

[Archer]

My one, doesn't need to be anonymous.

On the school bus home, in about year 8/9. As usual it was a boring ride home, so clever clogs here tries to be the funny man. As we are driving along, I spot a man pushing a woman in a wheelchair, some distance ahead, walking the same direction as the bus. Little Britain was the big thing at the time, and so of course I had to say to my mate next to me 'hey look, it's Andy and Lou!'. I laugh, he smirks. But then another mate a few rows behind me calls me a prick as he stands up to get off the bus, and other things I didn't hear. Strange I thought.

Then in an Inbetweeners-esque moment, we drive past the couple, and for the first time I can see who they are: the neighbours of the guy who was pissed at me.

And yes, it gets worse. You see, the reason the woman was in that wheelchair was because a few weeks back the guy, her husband, had not put the handbrake on the car properly when getting out of their car, which subsequently had rolled back and hit her, breaking her leg.

But wait, there's more. The car had not only hit the woman, but her grandson, killing him. He was only 2 or 3. I felt fucking awful for weeks. Why my mate never beat the crap out of me I'll never know, as I deserved it.

For those not in the know, here is an Andy and Lou Sketch:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0DvK7saV0I

eh, stupid shit is said, things happen. we live and learn. don't feel too bad.

 

[ronito]

I spend a lot of time on chatrooms doing sexual roleplays while pretending to be the opposite gender. But outside of that context I have no doubts about my sexuality. (Im straight) No urges and no feelings of being in the wrong body.

So if you're a guy pretending to be a girl on a chat room full of other guys pretending to be girls what does that make you?

 

[BertramCooper]

Nice try, Varys.

 

[kirblar]

Man you're lucky Devo's banned.

Meh- this goes both ways. Plenty of guys have their junk floating around the internet.

 

[SoulPlaya]

Wait, was Devo perma'd? How long is the ban?

 

[ronito]

\'m actually a mod trolling threads to see who bites.

Haha, I hope this one's true.

 

[Deified Data]

When I was young I created a Myspace account under a fake name, using pictures of a real person who I don't know. He was a Beyblade-obsessed pansexual Satanist and trolled my local highschool's forum.

http://www.myspace.com/beybladehero

He used to have hilariously bad wallpaper and music before Myspace reformatted. Funny thing is, if you search for his fake name (Dirk Vonnegut), his Myspace is the first result. Feel bad for any real Dirk Vonneguts out there, if only because my fake alter-ego eclipses him in relevance. Glad the real guy depicted in those pics never found out, seems like something I could get in trouble for.

 

[zomaha]

I believe in aliens cause I saw a UFO in the desert.

Care to elaborate? I'm curious.


I once convinced a female friend of mine's hot mom that I was some super sexy stud (with obviously fake pictures) and she would masturbate on webcam for me. I was such a juvenile back then.

 

[The Technomancer]

I still owe a friend $30 for a Tatsunoko vs Capcom fightstick, good thing he doesn't post here.

Wait...shit

 

[Kisaya]

I spend a lot of time on chatrooms doing sexual roleplays while pretending to be the opposite gender. But outside of that context I have no doubts about my sexuality. (Im straight) No urges and no feelings of being in the wrong body.

Sarahdave is that you?

 

[blame space]

"My new form."

 

[noah111]

Fuck it, might as well put it all on the table.

-Lost my virginity to a milf
-Shoplifted electronics as a young teen

Spoiler

(got caught, etc etc)

-Know the taste of cum
-Lied about my name/identity for months
-Made out with a 14 your old girl

Spoiler

who I thought was 16 (i was 17)

-Have pissed in a bottle to avoid leaving my room
-Served food with my spit in it

Spoiler

to a POS friend

I'm probably not doing this right..

 

[ronito]

it's probably tame as compared to everyone elses, but this is the only way i could possibly share this

my grandfather died last year, and i was the last one to see him conscious before he slipped into a coma and into braindeath. he wasnt as healthy as i thought he was and he fell. i should have been watching his wily behind like a hawk, but i went to check on something and he had fell, and it only got worse. when it happened, my family told me not to feel bad about it, and for a month, i was ok. then, i started having vivid dreams about it pretty frequently which makes it hard for me to sleep at night, and the guilt about not being able to save him weighs on me. to the point that i think my mental health may be effected. i cant tell my family about it because they still mourn him.

This is just terrible man.

I know it's gonna sound callous but if it didn't happen on your watch it would've been someone else's or alone. Be greatful you were there for him and don't blame yourself. He wouldn't have wanted it that way.

My heart goes out to you man.

 

[ronito]

I submitted a fake confession in the past.

You and half of GAF it would seem.

 

[Jenga]

i masturbated very recently

 

[ronito]

My older brother died when I was 16. There was a reception at the house after the funeral and I went to his room and stole all his money, and other valuables my parents would never know were gone. Nobody knows what I did, they just assumed he had no money in his room. I don't feel bad, but, I'll never tell.

Must not make loot joke....

 

[KibblesBits]

Fuck it, might as well put it all on the table.

-Lost my virginity to a milf
-Shoplifted electronics as a young teen

Spoiler

(got caught, etc etc)

-Know the taste of cum
-Lied about my name/identity for months
-Made out with a 14 your old girl

Spoiler

who I thought was 16 (i was 17)

-Have pissed in a bottle to avoid leaving my room
-Served food with my spit in it

Spoiler

to a POS friend

I'm probably not doing this right..

Nope, you're not doing it right.

 

[Claude]

This will be a great thread.

Subbed.

 

[ronito]

Walked into the girls bathroom once when I was in middle school..... wow I'm boring.

I'll go one better. About 6 or 7 years ago I did this at work and ever since this I have this huge fear of going into the wrong bathroom. I'll check the sign on the door twice, go in and make sure I see urinals. Even after all that of I'm in the stall and I hear the door open I look through the crack in the door to make sure I can still see urinals.

 

[The Technomancer]

I'll go one better. About 6 or 7 years ago I did this at work and ever since this I have this huge fear of going into the wrong bathroom. I'll check the sign on the door twice, go in and make sure I see urinals. Even after all that of I'm in the stall and I hear the door open I look through the crack in the door to make sure I can still see urinals.

I walked into one by accident at the beach once...I had run down a half mile of sand to get to the bathroom and when I emerged from the stall I noticed there weren't any urinals... fortunately I was the only one in there.

 

[JoeBoy101]

it's probably tame as compared to everyone elses, but this is the only way i could possibly share this

my grandfather died last year, and i was the last one to see him conscious before he slipped into a coma and into braindeath. he wasnt as healthy as i thought he was and he fell. i should have been watching his wily behind like a hawk, but i went to check on something and he had fell, and it only got worse. when it happened, my family told me not to feel bad about it, and for a month, i was ok. then, i started having vivid dreams about it pretty frequently which makes it hard for me to sleep at night, and the guilt about not being able to save him weighs on me. to the point that i think my mental health may be effected. i cant tell my family about it because they still mourn him.

Stop blaming yourself, mang. Seriously, its not your fault. Life happens, just as much a death.

 

[Rentahamster]

I'll go one better. About 6 or 7 years ago I did this at work and ever since this I have this huge fear of going into the wrong bathroom. I'll check the sign on the door twice, go in and make sure I see urinals. Even after all that of I'm in the stall and I hear the door open I look through the crack in the door to make sure I can still see urinals.

I don't really care about that. If the mens bathroom is full, I'll just go to the women's one on purpose.

 

[thehypocrite]

subscribed.

 

[ronito]

I enjoy sex with larger women. I am, however, too self-conscious when in public with one to actually date a large woman and bring her around my friends and family. Yes, I am an asshole and I wish I could get turned on by smaller women so that I wouldn't have to choose between my happiness in the bedroom and my happiness outside of it.

Or you know, you could just stop being shallow and go for what you like.
Also, what you mean by "larger women".

This?

or this

 

[ronito]

I've been on a low carb diet for about 4 weeks and I'm about to snap...

God, I just want to devour a large pepperoni pizza right about now... No. Make that 2 large pepperoni pizzas.

Fuck. I can even smell it right now.

Hey, I have a confession too!

Dinner tonight was delicious!

 

[ronito]

I know it makes me a horrible person, but I know a gigantic jackass who had a family member fall ill, and I felt a bit of schadenfreude. I have no issues with his ill family member, and I hope he gets better. But this person has, as far as I can tell, never contributed anything positive to society, and only made everything he touches worse by being a complete asshole, and I have rarely ever seen him suffer any consequences for his actions. So the fact that he is suffering brings me an immense amount of glee.

Please tell me that you went to this person and said, "And your contribution to society is??"

 

[ronito]

The password reset system on GAF is broken.

I'm a registered Member, and I've forgotten my password. I click the
"forgot your password?" link and then fill in my email and the
recaptcha info.

Then GAF sends me the "password reset email link" which I click, and
then it takes me to the NeoGAF page which says "Your password has now
been reset and emailed to you. Please check your email to find your
new password. To change your password, please use this form."

However, no email ever comes with the reset password. I've checked my
spam emails, etc. Nothing. I've tried this numerous times over the
past several months, hoping it's been fixed, but it hasn't.

I've emailed the NeoGAF support email with no response or help.

Help me ronito, you're my only hope.

I guess a mod can PM me for the email if you want.

 

[Mully]

- I cry at the end of Rudy everytime.

- I steal a beer from the bar each time I close up at the catering hall I work at.

- I wish I could join the military, but my concussions have stopped that from happening.

- I have a sneaking suspicion that my counselor "likes" me.

- I never feel sad when someone passes away. It makes me feel guilty.

- I have never been to Disney World.

 

[John Blade]

The regret of not telling someone I admire that I have some feeling toward her before she pass away from an accident. Won't say what happened but can say this. When I found out about it, I literally drop what I was doing and went to the hospital where she was in. She was somewhat alive at that time when I managed to meet her but she didn't live that long because of the injury. I was there with her parents when she pass away in bed latter on the night.

Kinda depress still about it as she was someone I was admired to be that time. She help me quite a bit in my life from the good and the bad. In someway she was like an older sisters which I want to have which I don't. Those years are the wonderful time I won't forget and what she teach me during those time, I still use it in my life. Wish she was here still......

 

[ronito]

My wife is a former porn starlet. We've been together for 16 years, and I still have to fight a constant urge to tell everyone and brag about it and show off her pictures and videos. Doing so would humiliate her, so I could never cross that line. I do jack off to her old work, though.

Just when I start thinking "Maybe it was a waste to start this thread" I get this email with a pic attached.

Wow dude. Just wow.

 

[Wanace]

I guess a mod can PM me for the email if you want.

I sent that email, and then I remembered that my convoluted email forwarding system from all my old email addresses means that I have to check the spam address by logging in to the original account, so I tracked down all my old passwords and then logged in to the one on my GAF-registered email and there was the password.

So now I feel foolish and terrible for wasting a secret.

So a bonus secret:

I once ate pizza for an entire week straight for every meal.

 

[Esch]

Care to elaborate? I'm curious.


I once convinced a female friend of mine's hot mom that I was some super sexy stud (with obviously fake pictures) and she would masturbate on webcam for me. I was such a juvenile back then.

I was out in the grand canyon. It was the summer going into 9th grade. I was laying on the ground with my friend and we were looking outside the tent into the night sky. It was beautiful, like a carpet of christmas lights. All of a sudden, we see what looks like a 4 point shuriken inside a ring made of bright radiant light hover over the canyon.... and then shoot across our view instantly. Faster than any plane, faster than any comet. We flipped out.

 

[Freeza Under The Shower]

Just when I start thinking "Maybe it was a waste to start this thread" I get this email with a pic attached.

Wow dude. Just wow.

what

 

[The Technomancer]

I guess a mod can PM me for the email if you want.

Okay, I laughed out loud at this one, its this thread of confessions and then this random plea for help.