Thanks guys, and yeah, I just don't want to be dependent on anything that gives you physical side effects if you don't have them. Weed? I'm just a little shitty if I don't have any. Perks? If I had to work today I would have had to call off. No sleep, feel like I have the flu etc.
Also, there's no wagon to get back on. I already told my doctor and wife to cut me off. Honestly, if I was single without wife and kids I'd be up to my ears in all types of cool drugs (that kill you). If I didn't get them when I did I'd be dead or in jail. no doubt. Compared to single bachelor kamspy, I've been clean for like 7 years. I use to be on everything. The hook to that song doesn't even name everything I would use on a daily basis.