WOAH RIN FUCKING TEXT WALL
"You just looks so sad all the time and become upset so easily and it makes me confused
and I really don't remember much about yesterday except that you came to my room and that's
why it might be because of me so if it's because of me I think that I know why, it's because
people don't really like talking to me and you might be the same and that would be sad I
know that people and I'm talking about others than Emi too always say that I'm strange and
that I talk strange things so I thought I'd try not to say strange things but that just makes
me think more and new and strange and colorful that was not a good word but maybe you
understand anyway and odd things so if I want to say something I don't really know how and
then the words are not the same as the thoughts because something goes wrong on the way out
but it's not like the thoughts are really the thing I should be saying it's more like the idea
of the thought or the feeling of the idea of the idea of the feeling but it's not the really
any of those either because there is no word for it unless I invent a new one which is not
really useful so I've been thinking if doing things is better than saying so maybe because
yesterday I took those pills and I was feeling a little strange I may have done something
that I shouldn't besides I don't even know if it would be any better if I just could say the
thought there is no telepathy that's real telepathy isn't there I think it'd be terrible and
useful at the same time but right not I wouldn't mind because misunderstanding is so easy
but understanding is not and I thought-"
I knew typing that would come in handy lol