I was out with my family earlier today and I was looking over my shoulder at my Dad typing something on his phone in the search bar thing and he hit g and "Guys with bulges tumblr" showed up while he was looking for some other website. He was looking up something to do with what we were talking about so I wasn't spying or anything on purpose, I was a few feet away so I doubt he noticed me looking at the phone that closely but I saw it very clearly. I don't know the full story obviously about why he had that on his phone, I don't want to force any subject on him like that.
So I question whether I should talk to him about this, we see each other often but never talk at all about relationship stuff or too deeply about other stuff since we are both pretty closed off when it comes to a lot of things.
was a bit surprised to see that kind of thing since when asked about being attracted to both women and men as young teenager he didn't seem to like that conversation.
And sadly, browser history has given me TMI too many times with my parents: searches for big dicks.
So an update on my cuddle guy in case anyone cared.
I went over to his place and he had made me dinner, which he was pretty disappointed in cause he said it was bland, but I liked it and even if it was bland I wouldn't have cared. We talked for awhile before moving to his bedroom and started cuddling and making out. And that's when hesaid he thought we should wait before he gave me the d, but we still fooled around and got each other off.
Mr. F did you watch Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt on Netflix yet? It's Tina Fey's new show - a must watch for any 30 Rock fan.
It sounds like you're enjoying it?
I'm so glad Ottawa, Ontario has a great selection of phone providers!
Either its Rogers, Telus or Bell and get charged insane amounts for shit plans, or Wind Mobile with great plan, but horrible coverage/service.
very much so
Anything less is sacrilege.
Nice, I'll give it a go tonight. Will compliment my 30 Rock rewatch nicely.
Well, that was interesting!
;_;
I don't mean to double post, but a very nice thing just happened to me.
So I was at Walmart and I had picked up some things and while I was at the register, my card was declined for whatever reason. While I was investigating, this nice lady said she would pick up my total.
My jaw dropped because it was like $70 worth of groceries. I protested but she insisted. I still can't believe it.
Nice people everywhere, I swear.
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You're awesome Daripad. I wish you best of luck. You should try to come to the U.S. at some point if you can tbh.
Now that you know about his feelings you can, as you say, lie to him to try and ease things up between the two of you. It's unfortunate that you have to do this but if it allows your situation to calm down then it's probably for the best.
Holy shit, I'm sorry to hear this Daripad. Know that you're super strong and what you did takes an incredible amount of bravery, you did what you could. You still have your friends and school and us if you need to talk, I'm glad to hear that you're safe and please be careful.I came out to my father last night, and it was the worst decision ever. I expected him to get mad at me and reject and leave me be for the rest of my life. Instead, it was a lot more disturbing and traumatizing than I thought.
He cried uncontrollably, he said that I was sick, that it wasn't normal, that I was confused, that there were factors that made me think I liked men and other stuff that broke my heart. Then as he spoke, I discovered that he's a misogynistic, religious and homophobic man who is not going to change his mind. His story wasn't pleasant to hear, he was raped at 12 and was confused for a long time until (as he says) he "centered on doing the godly thing" and stopped those thoughts and became a super straight macho man who likes every women on his sight.
I tried to get into the closet again, because I was tired of hearing what he was saying and wanted to hear no more of it. He said that in the future we would make bestialism something that is not wrong and compared that to homosexuality, dismissed all the terms I used to describe homosexualism, transvestism and other lgbt stuff and then I lost hope.
I was too tired that I said that I would try to get a woman and have children and what not, promising that stuff just so he could shut up. I couldn't stand it. I was trying to make us closer and take this weight off my chest, and all I did was worsening it. I don't know what I'm going to do now, all I tried was to stop worrying about everything and focus on the important things for my future (school mainly) but now I feel so bad that I don't have any motivation to keep going.
My father said that he would support me but I know he meant that it was wrong and that I shouldn't take that route, so he doesn't mean it. I have my friends and school has been going well for me, but that is not enough for me.
I won't leave home, because I'm legally the owner of this house, but at the same time I can't throw my father on the streets because legally he can't leave this house until he dies (stupid shit that he established after my mother died).
And what is worse, I feel vulnerable, I don't have anyone supporting me at home or even in my town. All people that support me live far from here and I just see them at school, so weekends are going to be the most painful days of my life from now on. I made a huge mistake, I shouldn't have done this and I knew, but I was to desperate to be reasonable.
Dari!! <3 You did something that so many of us would be so afraid to do especially with what you told us about your situation before, we're here for you man.I came out to my father last night, and...
daripad, I'm in an extremely similar situation :-(. It sucks, but our parents are what they are unfortunately. Honestly, the only thing that can change this is time, which is super annoying but we really don't have any other options :-/
I don't mean to double post, but a very nice thing just happened to me.
So I was at Walmart and I had picked up some things and while I was at the register, my card was declined for whatever reason. While I was investigating, this nice lady said she would pick up my total.
My jaw dropped because it was like $70 worth of groceries. I protested but she insisted. I still can't believe it.
Nice people everywhere, I swear.
I came out to my father last night, and it was the worst decision ever. I expected him to get mad at me and reject and leave me be for the rest of my life. Instead, it was a lot more disturbing and traumatizing than I thought.
He cried uncontrollably, he said that I was sick, that it wasn't normal, that I was confused, that there were factors that made me think I liked men and other stuff that broke my heart. Then as he spoke, I discovered that he's a misogynistic, religious and homophobic man who is not going to change his mind. His story wasn't pleasant to hear, he was raped at 12 and was confused for a long time until (as he says) he "centered on doing the godly thing" and stopped those thoughts and became a super straight macho man who likes every women on his sight.
I tried to get into the closet again, because I was tired of hearing what he was saying and wanted to hear no more of it. He said that in the future we would make bestialism something that is not wrong and compared that to homosexuality, dismissed all the terms I used to describe homosexualism, transvestism and other lgbt stuff and then I lost hope.
I was too tired that I said that I would try to get a woman and have children and what not, promising that stuff just so he could shut up. I couldn't stand it. I was trying to make us closer and take this weight off my chest, and all I did was worsening it. I don't know what I'm going to do now, all I tried was to stop worrying about everything and focus on the important things for my future (school mainly) but now I feel so bad that I don't have any motivation to keep going.
My father said that he would support me but I know he meant that it was wrong and that I shouldn't take that route, so he doesn't mean it. I have my friends and school has been going well for me, but that is not enough for me.
I won't leave home, because I'm legally the owner of this house, but at the same time I can't throw my father on the streets because legally he can't leave this house until he dies (stupid shit that he established after my mother died).
And what is worse, I feel vulnerable, I don't have anyone supporting me at home or even in my town. All people that support me live far from here and I just see them at school, so weekends are going to be the most painful days of my life from now on. I made a huge mistake, I shouldn't have done this and I knew, but I was to desperate to be reasonable.
does it really work tho
idk. was just staring at him.
got me working up a sweat
stairway to booty heaven https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rtOgzPWBag
I came out to my father last night, and it was the worst decision ever. I expected him to get mad at me and reject and leave me be for the rest of my life. Instead, it was a lot more disturbing and traumatizing than I thought.
He cried uncontrollably, he said that I was sick, that it wasn't normal, that I was confused, that there were factors that made me think I liked men and other stuff that broke my heart. Then as he spoke, I discovered that he's a misogynistic, religious and homophobic man who is not going to change his mind. His story wasn't pleasant to hear, he was raped at 12 and was confused for a long time until (as he says) he "centered on doing the godly thing" and stopped those thoughts and became a super straight macho man who likes every women on his sight.
I tried to get into the closet again, because I was tired of hearing what he was saying and wanted to hear no more of it. He said that in the future we would make bestialism something that is not wrong and compared that to homosexuality, dismissed all the terms I used to describe homosexualism, transvestism and other lgbt stuff and then I lost hope.
I was too tired that I said that I would try to get a woman and have children and what not, promising that stuff just so he could shut up. I couldn't stand it. I was trying to make us closer and take this weight off my chest, and all I did was worsening it. I don't know what I'm going to do now, all I tried was to stop worrying about everything and focus on the important things for my future (school mainly) but now I feel so bad that I don't have any motivation to keep going.
My father said that he would support me but I know he meant that it was wrong and that I shouldn't take that route, so he doesn't mean it. I have my friends and school has been going well for me, but that is not enough for me.
I won't leave home, because I'm legally the owner of this house, but at the same time I can't throw my father on the streets because legally he can't leave this house until he dies (stupid shit that he established after my mother died).
And what is worse, I feel vulnerable, I don't have anyone supporting me at home or even in my town. All people that support me live far from here and I just see them at school, so weekends are going to be the most painful days of my life from now on. I made a huge mistake, I shouldn't have done this and I knew, but I was to desperate to be reasonable.
there's still fido, virgin and kodoo...lol
his butt is amazing
how was his d
Had a dinner date with a cute guy. Wasn't expecting anything to happen but we went back to his and, well, I bottomed. It felt strange but good lord, it felt good.what happened
Had a dinner date with a cute guy. Wasn't expecting anything to happen but we went back to his and, well, I bottomed. It felt strange but good lord, it felt good.
Considering it was my first time with a guy...Congrats on the sex! I am so proud of you!
Had a dinner date with a cute guy. Wasn't expecting anything to happen but we went back to his and, well, I bottomed. It felt strange but good lord, it felt good.
Considering it was my first time with a guy...
I was confused myself. Was thinking "But wait isn't DST on the 29th?" and didn't think of America having a different DST than UK.Oh, is it DST in America now? That'd explain why GAF is suddenly showwing the wrong time. Couple more weeks here...
Haha yup!I was confused myself. Was thinking "But wait isn't DST on the 29th?" and didn't think of America having a different DST than UK.