Been a couple weeks since I posted in here, I'm not a very active gaf user but I try to keep up. I did one job interview for a full time job (which I need) but they never called back, so there's that I guess. I'm tired of having to look for decent work, all the jobs I apply for seem to require some level of experience which I don't have, so it seems the best I can do is apply to a different retail position that pays more and just hope I can get full time hours. I just want to go back to school so I can stop. My life is in a rut that consists of going to work, coming home, playing video games for the rest of the day and repeating it.
Write that down as your goal right now and set a time frame that you're going to do it in. Use affirmative and positive language in the present tense. Be specific. Make your goals BIG.
E.g. By June 2020, I graduate college with honors.
Then break that goal down.
Then break it down again.
There's always little things you can do in your daily life that will help set you down the path you need to be on.
And remember that goals, plans, and life all change. You're not stuck with one, two or however many goals for the rest of your life just because you've set a timeline or written down. You can change anything, especially as your true passions in life become clearer. But writting down and working towards little stuff will help you find that confidence and that hope you need to cycle out of the rut you feel yourself in.