Looks like the guy I've been going out on dates with has pretty much used me as a "he's there when no one else is" type and it sucks. It really has killed my moral. I've been happy, glad it lasted long.
I really liked him, extremely friendly and he was handsome, but now its become him talking about hotter guys, how these guys he knows whats to do orgies, and then he gets extremely pissed if I don't drop everything and meet him at that exact moment. I have stopped doing things to meet up with him, for him to bail after 15 minutes. He currently is pissed off that I won't join his gym and workout there with him. I uhhh, already have a gym membership. He can't respect that.
To top it off, my weightloss journey is huge to me. It's what keeps me going. This guy dresses up at all times. Shirt tucked in, dress pants, a nice shirt. He's slim. I can dress up, but I prefer jeans/khaki shorts and a t. I am simple as they come, and when I said I don't like tucking my shirt in because of my excess skin, he says "yeah you still have fluff."
I get I am not skinny, but give me some fucking credit. I was well over 300 damn pounds.
I've been posting weightloss pictures on my instagram incase any of you want to look, but still, i'm frustrated. I should be proud of where I am, and not ashamed because I can't be what every typical gay male expects.
https://www.instagram.com/mchaney3563/