NeoGAF Anonymous Confessions 2015 - Bare Your Burdens

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Public confession: I once passed up Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance for 100 bucks used thinking I could get it cheaper.

I couldn't have been more wrong. On the flip side, I got Radiant Dawn for only 40 while traveling in America, right before it started getting expensive.
 
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I was born into an particularly abusive family that did things in such a way that I was basically a product. I was force to take birth control at at very young age so I could be used as a product, where access to me could be traded around. I was surrounded by lies my entire life, and tied to to abuse so thoroughly that it made it impossible for anyone who could have been a friend or have had a healthy relationship a mutual respect could no get near me a interfere with the "product".

I became accustomed to the abuse of often had to adapt to it. When I was underaged, my father drove me to a man's house to have sex with him. He is a sick fuck, and his brother is just a bad, if not worse, and was abusive to me, my entire life as well.

Even the "family doctor" I eventually was able to see when I was 15 was part of th abuse system and would intentionally do unethical/illegal things in his treatment of me, or intentional neglect in some areas so I could continue to be sexually abused most of my life (he still is involved in protecting the "shiny new younger" daughters of my uncle because I finally escape my feral dog treatment and lifetime of human rights violations, lies and abuse. My mother was busty and had a pretty face. I was basically bred and born for purposes that you probably would be surprised exist in North America.

I'm currently suffering from what amounts to PTSD cause by textbook type 2 torture (prolonged, repeat trauma). It took until I was starting to "go to waste" (ie "interested parties we having problems abusing me into sophisticated sex trafficking, prostitution or pornography production past what I had already had forced on me or was forced to do) to realize how sad and empty my life was, and the sick lies and abuses I had been born into.

Everything I have held in or been mute about as a child and youth started coming out, almost all at once, a good chunk of it here on GAF, but some other places too.

I'm in the process of changing my name, "killing off" my old identity so no one from my abusive past (particularly any of my family) can contact or find me easily, as I'll be "dead". I am really numb to some things that other people find uncomfortable because I was around sham/staged funeral and "deaths" of those who escaped the cult-like insanity, abuse and "feral child breeding, abuse and conditioning" I was born for the enjoyment of others, and labelled as "crazy" when I tried to stand up against this sickening system of human trafficking that amounts to slavery.

Once the name change process is complete and I am "dead", moved somewhere safer and able to properly function under a new name I will work towards building so work experience, or heavily brush up and study on several languages that I have become a bit rusty on so I can relocate to another country and likely live in isolation as much as possible.

I don't forgive. I leave.
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I'm not sure what I can even say. I hope you find happiness and peace wherever you find yourself.

I hope to God this one is fake, but...
 
NotTheGuyYouKill said:
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I'm not sure what I can even say. I hope you find happiness and peace wherever you find yourself.

I hope to God this one is fake, but...
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Jesus, that.. I wasn't ready for that.
Confessor, hope you may find happiness somehow and somewhere, and live in peace. That is truly fucked up.
 
Holy crap. How is that happening in North America. I'm glad the confessor managed to get the hell out of there. I just hope the practice can be reported and dealt with.

Hope the confessor gets all the help he/she needs to adjust to a normal life.
 
Damn. There are no words.

Confessor, you're incredibly strong and I'm really glad you made it out of that situation, and I hope all of your plans come to fruition. I'm sure they will.
 
Wow Confessor, I can't believe all you've went through. I'm glad you're at least taking the steps to remove yourself from such a terrible life.

I wish you the best.
 
NotTheGuyYouKill said:
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I'm not sure what I can even say. I hope you find happiness and peace wherever you find yourself.

I hope to God this one is fake, but...
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Confessor, I wish and hope nothing but all the best for you. I am so sorry you had to go through all that and hope you can find peace as well. Please, continue to seek more help and remain safe.
 
NotTheGuyYouKill said:
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I'm not sure what I can even say. I hope you find happiness and peace wherever you find yourself.

I hope to God this one is fake, but...
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Jesus...

Fuck...

I haven't had the best of days today, but this will definitely keep me up at night.... Jesus Christ...

Please please please be fake....

I just don't know what to day
 
Kudos if you paced those confessions deliberately, NTGYK. The levity of C-cup's post followed by that horrendous tale made for quite the emotional journey :(
 
NotTheGuyYouKill said:
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I'm not sure what I can even say. I hope you find happiness and peace wherever you find yourself.

I hope to God this one is fake, but...
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Confessor, I...have no words.

But, I hope you know that you are a fundamentally strong person for surviving this. Please don't ever believe you are worthless or deserve to die. I hope that one day, you find the happiness you deserve and do your best to let the past die. I hope you know that you are a brilliant human being, and that you must make the most of your future.

And above all, I hope those who did you harm get punished and rot in the 9th circle of hell.
 
Boogalogist said:
Holy crap. How is that happening in North America.
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How do we know it's in North America? It could be anywhere. I hope if something like that happened here the authorities would lock those people up and throw away the key. I really hope things get better for her. No one should have to go through something like that.
 
Little Nemo said:
How do we know it's in North America? It could be anywhere. I hope if something like that happened here the authorities would lock those people up and throw away the key. I really hope things get better for her. No one should have to go through something like that.
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It all but says so. :(

I was basically bred and born for purposes that you probably would be surprised exist in North America.
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I thought to myself I wouldn't read the trigger warning posts, that I'd find the fun posts and be happy with those... but there's a certain weird sense that gets to you when someone turns their naked soul towards you to see, that it'd be disrespectful not to do so, and quietly understand.

NotTheGuyYouKill said:
I hope to God this one is fake, but...
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Fuck those guys, all of 'em, with a rake.
 
Day 2 winds to a close with another tale of loss...

For the longest time, I had wanted to partake in the booty-eating renaissance. My wife was reluctant, but always seemed somewhat open to the idea.

Then one night, it happened. It took about an hour or so of massaging and working her way into it, but she eventually let me go to town. I was in rapture. My tongue making my way in and out of her. She had multiple orgasms and it was one of the best nights of sex we ever had.

Until a few days later, when she was diagnosed with a bad UTI. Now she never wants to do it again. And all I want to do is eat that ass. Feels bad. :/
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To you, Confessor, I say this: tomorrow is a new day, and the winds may shift in your favor.

In fact, I say that to all of you, as this will be the last confession of the night. More tomorrow!
 
NotTheGuyYouKill said:
For the longest time, I had wanted to partake in the booty-eating renaissance. My wife was reluctant, but always seemed somewhat open to the idea.

Then one night, it happened. It took about an hour or so of massaging and working her way into it, but she eventually let me go to town. I was in rapture. My tongue making my way in and out of her. She had multiple orgasms and it was one of the best nights of sex we ever had.

Until a few days later, when she was diagnosed with a bad UTI. Now she never wants to do it again. And all I want to do is eat that ass. Feels bad. :/
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You can't go straight from the poop hole to the pee hole/baby hole. Fecal germs, dude. I can only assume you have to rinse your mouth out with liquid bleach first.
 
dity said:
I bet that Not Attracted to Sister is jealous of Booty Husband.
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Not Attracted to Sister and Booty Husband both need to talk to Sister Boob Licker about sneaking in at night to fulfill their fantasies
 
NotTheGuyYouKill said:
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I'm not sure what I can even say. I hope you find happiness and peace wherever you find yourself.

I hope to God this one is fake, but...
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Confessor, I actually have been reading about human trafficking and it is so bad that people ignore how widespread this is. What happened to you is really awful, and the only thing we can do is try to offer you an honest friendship if you are willing to accept one and wish you the best, no matter what happens.

Good luck and may you find the peace you are looking for. We are rooting for you!
 
Didn't see last years thread or read the op,(own fault) did not expect such a story behind spoiler tags. My heart goes out to the confessor :(
 
Little Nemo said:
I hope if something like that happened here the authorities would lock those people up and throw away the key. I really hope things get better for her. No one should have to go through something like that.
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I've read stories about it several times. People get away with it more than you'd think usually due to either a) Police believing the parents over the children or b) It's a small town and the police are in on it.
 
NotTheGuyYouKill said:
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I'm not sure what I can even say. I hope you find happiness and peace wherever you find yourself.

I hope to God this one is fake, but...
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Jesus...

Confessor, I really hope you are able to find happiness and peace in your life. What happened to you is terrible, and I hope the sick individuals responsible get what's coming to them.

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I'm really hoping this is fake though. No one should have to go through what you've described.
 
That's not a happy confession to wake up to. Confessor, I'm glad you're free of this abuse, and I hope the process of changing your name goes smoothly. Your 'family' and doctor will get whats coming for them. Stay strong.
 
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