This is a very personal list, so the mini analysis are written accordingly.
1. Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne (Best Combat)
I cannot remember the last time I've been so completely engrossed in an experience as I was when I played this game for the first time. It was one of those times where everything just clicked: the somber, lonely, ethereal, almost dreamlike atmosphere which complements the minimalistic storytelling really well, the soundtrack which also works in tandem with the aforementioned qualities, and the battle system which offers just enough options to be satisfyingly challenging. It's not only my favorite RPG but has also been my favorite game overall for a few years.
2. Dark Souls
Quite like my #1 choice, this is one of those dream games that just ticked all the right things I want to see in a game. A dark fantasy Berserk-like world infested with dangerous creatures everywhere? Check. A challenging, satisfying yet not overlycomplicated combat system to complement said setting? Check. One of the most well designed 3D worlds in gaming which rewards exploration and curiosity? Check. Great soundtrack? Check. Praise the sun? Check. Dark Souls just has it all, and might as well have been my number 1 spot if not for some late game stinkers such as Lost Izalith and Crystal Cave. Truthfully, this is the game I'd have awarded "Best Combat" if there was a "Best Art Direction" category to give to Nocturne, but it was not to be.
3. Chrono Trigger (Best Soundtrack)
For over 10 years, Chrono Trigger was my undisputed favorite game of all time. I've written quite a few times about why I think this game is so good, so I'll keep this short. Great sense of pacing with little to no fillers inbetween, fun and varied setpieces, a charming cast of characters, a simple yet fun and quick battle system, a fantastic OST, good writting and an engaging story that doesn't go on for longer than it should and can be reasonably completed in under 20 hours. CT is just one of those games that does most things right and is a prime example of what JRPGs can be like at their best.
4. Persona 4 (Best Writting)
There was a time when I pretty much stopped playing videogames and focused on my other hobbies. I don't remember why or what made me pick up Persona 4, but I did. It got high scores, I read good things about it a few times (keep in mind this is circa 2009-2010, when the game was not nearly as popular as it is now) and for some reason it just picked my curiosity, and I'm freaking glad it did. I was so invested in the story, characters and setting of this game that I'd just play it for 10 hours straight like I've rarely done for a game since.
Now, look, I'm fond of (some types of) animes and all that but I've never cared for waifus or dating sims or any of those hardcore otaku things a lot of people lump this game together with and I had a fucking blast with it, so even if you think this might not be your cup of tea because of what the internet may lead you to believe, I'd still ask you to at least give it a shot. Play it until the end of the first dungeon and if you don't like it then fine, but do give it a try. Maybe, like me, you'll be glad you did. Also this is the game that pretty much introduced me to SMT and made me play Nocturne so I'm eternally grateful for it.
5. Demon's Souls
As someone who played Dark Souls first and this one after, I honestly didn't expect it to hold up as well as it did. In some areas, I'd say it's the superior game. It has one of the best atmospheres in a videogame, some of the best locations of the entire Soulsborne series (I'd still argue Tower of Latria is the single best area in ANY of these games and hasn't been topped yet) and doesn't have the same lows that DkS's second half does. While the bosses here pale in comparison to what its younger sibling has to offer, at least one of them ranks among the most heartbreaking fights of the series. Truth be told, had this been my first Souls game it probably would be higher on the list than DkS, but since it wasn't and your first experience with these games is without a doubt the most memorable one, I just have a softer spot for Dark Souls in my heart.
6. Final Fantasy VI
Like Chrono Trigger, FF VI is also a remarkable, if a bit "clunkier" version of what JRPGs can be at their best, much for the same reasons which I won't bother repeating. As far as storytelling goes, this is probably the more ambitious project of the two, sporting some of the most iconic scenes in the genre. If you could only play one FF title in your life, I'd personally reccomend either this one or IX.
7. Dragon Quest V
The final chapter in my "this is what JRPGs can be" trilogy, and the latest I've played. If CT is the cooler, more polished younger brother, FF VI the edgier, more ambitious middle brother, then DQ V is the charming, more traditional older brother. It's the one that feels most like a "personal epic odyssey" and the game that handles the coming-of-age story better than any other example I can think of in the medium. It also has a very cosy world with charming npcs. Sometimes I would revisit old locations after a major story event and talk to everybody just so I could see new dialogue and use the party chat feature everywhere. It's pretty excellent all around and if you like very traditional turn-based rpgs this game is essential and sadly underrated/overlooked in the west.
8. Final Fantasy IX
Sometimes I wonder whether or not this is the true #1 Final Fantasy in my heart. It was technically the first one I played, but it didn't really click with me until I replayed it several years later. It's got one the most solid casts of the franchise, a pretty good localization which makes the script really shine and is a great homage to the entire series. Its major flaw is the slowest battle system of all FF games which can get a bit tiresome at times, sadly. Still, I only have fond memories of the time I spent with it and it's definetely one of these titles that deserves more love than it gets.
9. BloodBorne
A strong candidate for my GOTY and a terrific game all around, like its other siblings here on this list. It definetely has my favorite soundtrack of the Soulsborne franchise. The only reason it doesn't rank quite as high as them is honestly because of "play order bias", series fatigue and the fact that chalice dungeons get old after a while, though I don't think they're as bad as some people say.
10. Fire Emblem: Awakening
Truth be told, I'm not very familiar with the FE series, so veterans will chastise me for this choice. Having only played FE Shadow Dragon, FE7 up to a certain point (chapter 16 or so) and Awakening, the latter just resonated more with me despite the broken balance and all that. I played it on hard/classic and some of those optional chapters made me sweat bullets. I can still vividly remember things like Nowii saving my ass from a reset with some legendary dodges and crits, or Donnel absolutely beasting his way through a mini army, not to mention my little "Robin and Chrom's last stand" run I made on the very final chapter while DAT Id (Purpose) played. I just have a lot of personal "war stories" from this game which happened organically through gameplay and made for some fond memories, so that's why I think this game deserves a spot here even if it did introduce some questionable elements here and there and the broken balance.
11.Mother 3
I really don't know how to choose between this and Mother 2 (EarthBound). They're both good for different reasons. EarthBound's got the richer, more expansive world, while Mother 3 is a more tightly focused, emotionally driven experience. But whenever I think of moments between the two games that affected me the most, Mother 3 wins by just a hair, so if I need to choose then Mother 3 it is. And remember, no crying until the end.
12. Final Fantasy VII
I didn't like this game as much as I do now when I first beat it. Replaying it recently, however, really made me look at it in a different, more positive perspective. It clicked with me in a way that it hadn't before, perhaps because this time I knew what to expect and didn't have ridiculous expectations. Midgar is a great setting, the soundtrack is memorable and there's just a lot of cool things I didn't properly enjoy at first It's an engrossing experience that unfortunately gets a lot of backlash these days, but I'd still argue it's one of the best FF titles.
13. Persona 3 FES
Obviously when I first beat Persona 4 this game shot up to the #1 spot on my "must play this right the fuck now" list. It's a pretty good game even if the sequel improves on a lot of things, and many people prefer its atmosphere and cast over P4's. While I don't share the same opinion, I can see where they're coming from. My only major criticism towards P3 is that the last few months drags on forever before it picks up the pace at the very end. At the very least it has one of my favorite videogame endings of all time (this being the one aspect where I feel it absolutely trumps P4) so I can forgive it for its faulty pacing.
14. EarthBound
Mother 3's sillier, more adventurous brother. Also the one that has the more terrifying psychological horror bits. It's just one of the most charming games I've ever played, though it's not one I can easily reccomend because of its rather dull gameplay and terrible inventory system (I hate hate hate hate when games limit your inventory to this degree. The modern DQ games handle it the best imo with its limited character supply but infinite "backlog" bag so you don't have to keep throwing items away every 2 minutes).
15. Undertale
Maybe it's recency bias, or maybe it'll rank even higher on this list a few years from now, but I feel like Undertale at least deserves a spot here for being the only game ever to make me feel like a coldhearted asshole for doing a "completionist" run. Something which can manage to get me this invested in a bunch of fictional characters has got to be doing something right. Also, DAT soundtrack. Top 3 game from 2015 for sure.
16. Dragon Quest VIII
My previously favorite DQ title, and the first one I played. There's not much to say here, it's just a solid game that does a lot of things right and is probably the best entry point in the Dragon Quest franchise.
17. Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door
I absolutely love Mario rpgs. They're just a joy to play and are better than some of his main platformer titles. They definetely rank as my favorite spin-off series of his, and TTYD is the one that veeeery slightly edges out the other titles (sorry, SuperStar Saga). It's a shame the PM series hasn't been (this) good ever since.
18. Final Fantasy X
If FF VII is the game that I started to appreciate more with time, FF X is its direct opposite. Once upon a time it ranked as my favorite FF title, but it just didn't hold up quite as well as I remembered when I replayed the HD rerelease. It still has the best battle system the series has ever seen and is a solid game all around by all means, but some of its cutscenes and dialogue didn't age gracefully. Still a pretty good entry point FF game.
19. Mario&Luigi: SuperStar Saga
I have such good memories of this game. It was the third Mario RPG title I played and the second one I actually beat, and till this day I consider it the strongest title of the Mario&Luigi series (sorry, BIS). One thing I feel like it has over Paper Mario is just how well it captures the whole Mario universe and its characters. As far as I'm concerned, these games have THE official characterizations of every single Mario character and it's how I imagine them and the world they live in to be like.
20. Paper Mario
Sometimes I wonder if this game isn't my de facto favorite Paper Mario game, but it's been so long since I last played it that I'd have to replay the whole thing to form a conclusive opinion. Perhaps that's the reason I feel obliged to at least include it at the very end of this list. As far as Mario RPGs go, this is the one that handles the Mario vs Bowser tale the best, and just has this very "classic adventure" feeling to it.
Honorable mentions
1. Shin Megami Tensei IV – I'm sorry, I really wanted to include you up there. You almost made it
2. Final Fantasy IV
3. The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion - Weird choice I know, but I still haven't played Skyrim, believe it or not.
4. Chrono Cross - Soundtrack of the gods. Based Mitsuda.
5. Breath of Fire V: Dragon Quarter - Most underrated game ever. I'll fite you irl if you disagree.
6. Pokemon: HeartGold/SoulSilver - The titles which I feel better represent the whole Pokemon franchise.
7. Pokemon: Black/White - My favorite vision of what "modern Pokémon" can be like, before it went in a direction I really didn't care for with X/Y.
8. Devil Survivor: Overclocked
9. Fire Emblem 7
10. Planescape: Torment - Real talk, I haven't finished this yet, but I've been enjoying my experience so far and it has a great setting and REALLY good writting.
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I probably forgot some titles here and there, but oh well, it's hard to do lists like these. Hopefully I'll have a better one to show next time once I get around to playing a lot of games who could potentially score high positions in my list. I really need to start working on my backlog.
1. Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne (Best Combat)
I cannot remember the last time I've been so completely engrossed in an experience as I was when I played this game for the first time. It was one of those times where everything just clicked: the somber, lonely, ethereal, almost dreamlike atmosphere which complements the minimalistic storytelling really well, the soundtrack which also works in tandem with the aforementioned qualities, and the battle system which offers just enough options to be satisfyingly challenging. It's not only my favorite RPG but has also been my favorite game overall for a few years.
2. Dark Souls
Quite like my #1 choice, this is one of those dream games that just ticked all the right things I want to see in a game. A dark fantasy Berserk-like world infested with dangerous creatures everywhere? Check. A challenging, satisfying yet not overlycomplicated combat system to complement said setting? Check. One of the most well designed 3D worlds in gaming which rewards exploration and curiosity? Check. Great soundtrack? Check. Praise the sun? Check. Dark Souls just has it all, and might as well have been my number 1 spot if not for some late game stinkers such as Lost Izalith and Crystal Cave. Truthfully, this is the game I'd have awarded "Best Combat" if there was a "Best Art Direction" category to give to Nocturne, but it was not to be.
3. Chrono Trigger (Best Soundtrack)
For over 10 years, Chrono Trigger was my undisputed favorite game of all time. I've written quite a few times about why I think this game is so good, so I'll keep this short. Great sense of pacing with little to no fillers inbetween, fun and varied setpieces, a charming cast of characters, a simple yet fun and quick battle system, a fantastic OST, good writting and an engaging story that doesn't go on for longer than it should and can be reasonably completed in under 20 hours. CT is just one of those games that does most things right and is a prime example of what JRPGs can be like at their best.
4. Persona 4 (Best Writting)
There was a time when I pretty much stopped playing videogames and focused on my other hobbies. I don't remember why or what made me pick up Persona 4, but I did. It got high scores, I read good things about it a few times (keep in mind this is circa 2009-2010, when the game was not nearly as popular as it is now) and for some reason it just picked my curiosity, and I'm freaking glad it did. I was so invested in the story, characters and setting of this game that I'd just play it for 10 hours straight like I've rarely done for a game since.
Now, look, I'm fond of (some types of) animes and all that but I've never cared for waifus or dating sims or any of those hardcore otaku things a lot of people lump this game together with and I had a fucking blast with it, so even if you think this might not be your cup of tea because of what the internet may lead you to believe, I'd still ask you to at least give it a shot. Play it until the end of the first dungeon and if you don't like it then fine, but do give it a try. Maybe, like me, you'll be glad you did. Also this is the game that pretty much introduced me to SMT and made me play Nocturne so I'm eternally grateful for it.
5. Demon's Souls
As someone who played Dark Souls first and this one after, I honestly didn't expect it to hold up as well as it did. In some areas, I'd say it's the superior game. It has one of the best atmospheres in a videogame, some of the best locations of the entire Soulsborne series (I'd still argue Tower of Latria is the single best area in ANY of these games and hasn't been topped yet) and doesn't have the same lows that DkS's second half does. While the bosses here pale in comparison to what its younger sibling has to offer, at least one of them ranks among the most heartbreaking fights of the series. Truth be told, had this been my first Souls game it probably would be higher on the list than DkS, but since it wasn't and your first experience with these games is without a doubt the most memorable one, I just have a softer spot for Dark Souls in my heart.
6. Final Fantasy VI
Like Chrono Trigger, FF VI is also a remarkable, if a bit "clunkier" version of what JRPGs can be at their best, much for the same reasons which I won't bother repeating. As far as storytelling goes, this is probably the more ambitious project of the two, sporting some of the most iconic scenes in the genre. If you could only play one FF title in your life, I'd personally reccomend either this one or IX.
7. Dragon Quest V
The final chapter in my "this is what JRPGs can be" trilogy, and the latest I've played. If CT is the cooler, more polished younger brother, FF VI the edgier, more ambitious middle brother, then DQ V is the charming, more traditional older brother. It's the one that feels most like a "personal epic odyssey" and the game that handles the coming-of-age story better than any other example I can think of in the medium. It also has a very cosy world with charming npcs. Sometimes I would revisit old locations after a major story event and talk to everybody just so I could see new dialogue and use the party chat feature everywhere. It's pretty excellent all around and if you like very traditional turn-based rpgs this game is essential and sadly underrated/overlooked in the west.
8. Final Fantasy IX
Sometimes I wonder whether or not this is the true #1 Final Fantasy in my heart. It was technically the first one I played, but it didn't really click with me until I replayed it several years later. It's got one the most solid casts of the franchise, a pretty good localization which makes the script really shine and is a great homage to the entire series. Its major flaw is the slowest battle system of all FF games which can get a bit tiresome at times, sadly. Still, I only have fond memories of the time I spent with it and it's definetely one of these titles that deserves more love than it gets.
9. BloodBorne
A strong candidate for my GOTY and a terrific game all around, like its other siblings here on this list. It definetely has my favorite soundtrack of the Soulsborne franchise. The only reason it doesn't rank quite as high as them is honestly because of "play order bias", series fatigue and the fact that chalice dungeons get old after a while, though I don't think they're as bad as some people say.
10. Fire Emblem: Awakening
Truth be told, I'm not very familiar with the FE series, so veterans will chastise me for this choice. Having only played FE Shadow Dragon, FE7 up to a certain point (chapter 16 or so) and Awakening, the latter just resonated more with me despite the broken balance and all that. I played it on hard/classic and some of those optional chapters made me sweat bullets. I can still vividly remember things like Nowii saving my ass from a reset with some legendary dodges and crits, or Donnel absolutely beasting his way through a mini army, not to mention my little "Robin and Chrom's last stand" run I made on the very final chapter while DAT Id (Purpose) played. I just have a lot of personal "war stories" from this game which happened organically through gameplay and made for some fond memories, so that's why I think this game deserves a spot here even if it did introduce some questionable elements here and there and the broken balance.
11.Mother 3
I really don't know how to choose between this and Mother 2 (EarthBound). They're both good for different reasons. EarthBound's got the richer, more expansive world, while Mother 3 is a more tightly focused, emotionally driven experience. But whenever I think of moments between the two games that affected me the most, Mother 3 wins by just a hair, so if I need to choose then Mother 3 it is. And remember, no crying until the end.
12. Final Fantasy VII
I didn't like this game as much as I do now when I first beat it. Replaying it recently, however, really made me look at it in a different, more positive perspective. It clicked with me in a way that it hadn't before, perhaps because this time I knew what to expect and didn't have ridiculous expectations. Midgar is a great setting, the soundtrack is memorable and there's just a lot of cool things I didn't properly enjoy at first It's an engrossing experience that unfortunately gets a lot of backlash these days, but I'd still argue it's one of the best FF titles.
13. Persona 3 FES
Obviously when I first beat Persona 4 this game shot up to the #1 spot on my "must play this right the fuck now" list. It's a pretty good game even if the sequel improves on a lot of things, and many people prefer its atmosphere and cast over P4's. While I don't share the same opinion, I can see where they're coming from. My only major criticism towards P3 is that the last few months drags on forever before it picks up the pace at the very end. At the very least it has one of my favorite videogame endings of all time (this being the one aspect where I feel it absolutely trumps P4) so I can forgive it for its faulty pacing.
14. EarthBound
Mother 3's sillier, more adventurous brother. Also the one that has the more terrifying psychological horror bits. It's just one of the most charming games I've ever played, though it's not one I can easily reccomend because of its rather dull gameplay and terrible inventory system (I hate hate hate hate when games limit your inventory to this degree. The modern DQ games handle it the best imo with its limited character supply but infinite "backlog" bag so you don't have to keep throwing items away every 2 minutes).
15. Undertale
Maybe it's recency bias, or maybe it'll rank even higher on this list a few years from now, but I feel like Undertale at least deserves a spot here for being the only game ever to make me feel like a coldhearted asshole for doing a "completionist" run. Something which can manage to get me this invested in a bunch of fictional characters has got to be doing something right. Also, DAT soundtrack. Top 3 game from 2015 for sure.
16. Dragon Quest VIII
My previously favorite DQ title, and the first one I played. There's not much to say here, it's just a solid game that does a lot of things right and is probably the best entry point in the Dragon Quest franchise.
17. Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door
I absolutely love Mario rpgs. They're just a joy to play and are better than some of his main platformer titles. They definetely rank as my favorite spin-off series of his, and TTYD is the one that veeeery slightly edges out the other titles (sorry, SuperStar Saga). It's a shame the PM series hasn't been (this) good ever since.
18. Final Fantasy X
If FF VII is the game that I started to appreciate more with time, FF X is its direct opposite. Once upon a time it ranked as my favorite FF title, but it just didn't hold up quite as well as I remembered when I replayed the HD rerelease. It still has the best battle system the series has ever seen and is a solid game all around by all means, but some of its cutscenes and dialogue didn't age gracefully. Still a pretty good entry point FF game.
19. Mario&Luigi: SuperStar Saga
I have such good memories of this game. It was the third Mario RPG title I played and the second one I actually beat, and till this day I consider it the strongest title of the Mario&Luigi series (sorry, BIS). One thing I feel like it has over Paper Mario is just how well it captures the whole Mario universe and its characters. As far as I'm concerned, these games have THE official characterizations of every single Mario character and it's how I imagine them and the world they live in to be like.
20. Paper Mario
Sometimes I wonder if this game isn't my de facto favorite Paper Mario game, but it's been so long since I last played it that I'd have to replay the whole thing to form a conclusive opinion. Perhaps that's the reason I feel obliged to at least include it at the very end of this list. As far as Mario RPGs go, this is the one that handles the Mario vs Bowser tale the best, and just has this very "classic adventure" feeling to it.
Honorable mentions
1. Shin Megami Tensei IV – I'm sorry, I really wanted to include you up there. You almost made it
2. Final Fantasy IV
3. The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion - Weird choice I know, but I still haven't played Skyrim, believe it or not.
4. Chrono Cross - Soundtrack of the gods. Based Mitsuda.
5. Breath of Fire V: Dragon Quarter - Most underrated game ever. I'll fite you irl if you disagree.
6. Pokemon: HeartGold/SoulSilver - The titles which I feel better represent the whole Pokemon franchise.
7. Pokemon: Black/White - My favorite vision of what "modern Pokémon" can be like, before it went in a direction I really didn't care for with X/Y.
8. Devil Survivor: Overclocked
9. Fire Emblem 7
10. Planescape: Torment - Real talk, I haven't finished this yet, but I've been enjoying my experience so far and it has a great setting and REALLY good writting.
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I probably forgot some titles here and there, but oh well, it's hard to do lists like these. Hopefully I'll have a better one to show next time once I get around to playing a lot of games who could potentially score high positions in my list. I really need to start working on my backlog.