I FUCKING DID IT!!
It took 4 weeks, but i just got my first win last night. Me and my friends were literally yelling over the mic on discord, it was 12am, scared the shit out of my wife who got really pissed off and cussed me out for scaring the life out of here. She thought we were being robbed.
What a fucking amazing adrenaline rush. I spent most of the map feeling like i was handicapping our team. Then i end up the last one of us alive with 10 people left. I kill one guy. 9 left.
Couple guys kill each other.
4 people left. 3 of them on the same team against me. Circle so small, they spot me hiding behind a rock. 2 of them go right, one goes left to flank me from behind. I knock down one on the right, go back wait 2 seconds knock down the other on the right, turn the table on teh guy who went left and kill him. They all die. We go ape shit. I have 5 kills and a WINNER WINNER CHICKEN FUCKING DINNER!!
Fuck, that felt so fucking good. Just needed to share. As a life long SOCOM die hard, i've FINALLY found it's replacement and it's sooooo fucking good!