PUBG is so weird, it does nothing but piss me off but I can't stop playing it, it's so addictive and I want to improve at it but it's so frustrating. I'm suffering with severe depression which I honestly think is causing the issue more than anything as I can't really enjoy anything, but I'm seeing the doctor on Tuesday so fingers crossed she'll pump me full of meds so my PUBG career can finally take off (joking, but I do think being happier/calmer in general will help). I've started to play less and watch more, I've never really been into Twitch but I've found a few streamers I like now (Shroud, Jackfrags, chocoTaco, Sacriel) so I usually watch them for a couple of hours in bed.