I was at Goodwill the other day when a worker brought out a large bin.  On top were a lot of children's books I had wanted to buy for my kid like Where the Wild Things and the Dinotopias.  I said with cheek, "How did they know I was coming here?".
So I kept digging, putting more and more books to the side.  Some junior tpbs of Marvel comics that my kid can read (and a few I might read before he can get there) in a few years, then suddenly a bunch of fantasy novels by Terry Pratchett, Raymond Feist, David Gemmell.  I laughed to myself at my bizarre luck.  
Maybe a future version of myself died and sent his books back in time.  So I thought about that and realized I had a lot in common with this guy.
Then, there at the bottom, were at least a dozen or more books with names like "Publishing For Dummies", "Writer's Market", "How to Write a Novel", "Getting Your Novel Finished", "Writing to Finish" and so many more by someone who desperately wanted to become a published author but may have failed...
...my heart dropped a bit and when I went home I started writing immediately.
Congrats!  
 
I've written two versions of mine, three NaNos in a row.  I think I might just consolidate and put out a simpler, more direct novel with only using my best ideas.  Probably would be a better novel in the end.