What are we playing basketball? Or did you mean drivel?
And if you don't like your job, you should get a different one. If you lack the talent or skill to do so, on you.
If what you do doesn't put food on the table, it's not good enough. End of story. It seems re-phrasing this isn't helping anybody, so this is my last comment on the topic. We don't live in a utopia or fairy tale world where everything is fair, nor a meritocracy.
Wait what about our contract? Are you still interested?