can't seem to get any interviews or calls.
got an econ major/math minor, but i don't have any experience. due to personal reasons (and other reasons), i wasn't able to work during my college years save for a retail job on my 1st year. i didn't know any better, yes.
but right now no one even gives me a chance. i work a temp/contract desk job and it's so fucking boring and mindless i feel like i'm about to go crazy.
all i ever need is a place to start, that is challenging and interesting. right out of uni i applied as bank teller and no one called me. went to the job fair and one rep from a bank told me flatly that they aren't looking to hire econ grads and more on finance grads. like, wtf? everytime i search online i always get, "oh, work at a bank" and this bank employee tells me i can't get a job at their bank (canadian western bank, btw).
anyways, that was almost two years ago. i was unemployed for almost 2 years, applying for jobs here and there. now at my temp job i've been here for 13 months and it's ending in april. i had one interview throughout the whole year of applying and i didn't get it.
this seriously blows. okay, i'm not that good at interviews (because i'm an introvert) but i can't even get called into what i think are very simple jobs. i do practice alot, edit my resume and all the other advices the internet can give me. i don't have a lot of friends so networking is basically nil at this point (and their industries aren't exactly somethign where an econ grad can find work).
i don't even know what to do anymore. i get that whatever job i'll get i probably won't love, but really i want something that is really challenging and not some data entry job yet i can't. ugh....everyday i just don't like going to work because all the tasks that i do are so braindead, although i get paid (i think) quite good for the job that i do ($23/hour).
sorry for the rant. sometimes i want to give up but then again what good would that do. the moment you give up is the moment it will be over. i never lose hope, i get sad about it but more than anything i get frustrated. i didn't go to uni and just end up doing a job i could've done without the student loan. ughhh...