So I have like three assignments due in the next two weeks, plus two exams in three weeks, three-weeks of work monday-friday starting from october 6th where my performance is being evaluated and then I have two weeks of unpaid work placement after that..
And what happens this morning? My mum literally threatens to kick me out of the house because I don't accept her "personal" experience that the doctors attempted to kill her with drugs due to malpractice, and despite her heavy bleeding after having my baby brother two-months ago and having to go to the hospital because of that, she tells me outright that would've been better off staying home in that condition and just drinking water, oh and the only reason she went to the hospital because she didn't want to deal with her son that believes in those awful things like science and reason and the medical establishment that would have given her shit for making that clearly irresponsible decision, because basically I almost indirectly killed her by indirectly pressuring her to go to the hospital with my mere presence and the fact I can't accept that makes me a selfish terrible abusive son that deserves to be kicked out of the house.
Thankfully I've managed to calm her down so I'm not getting kicked out yet, just went to the library to try and get some uni work done but jesus christ this situation is beyond fucked up, and who knows what's going happen when I get back home.