I've decided to let last night go, not because I want to but because I don't want to put anyone undeserving through hardships.
So instead I'm going to explain why I'm angry and justify my actions as a direct result. These can be put down by 8 very simple cause/effect points.
1. After returning home stressed from university, both Jordan and totty barged into my room unannounced slamming the door into my desk and interrupting a conversation. Then after Metcalf quite rightly told you to leave (perhaps not in the most courteous way, but it was warranted.) You then chirped up to him ruining a calm atmosphere he had helped me create to calm down after a bad incident at uni.
2. Next up either Jordan or totty, you decided after disturbing me once, when I was clearly in a bad mood, to knock on my window and get me out of bed. I don't think I need to explain why that annoyed me.
3. On having friends round your cocky demeanours became unbearable. There were several incidents where not just me confirmed you two had both been "showing off" in front of your guests, it either annoyed or made us feel uncomfortable. Me, tom and Christy all concluded this, so I would wager that you might want to rethink your position on this particular point.
4. This ones for totty exclusively, you brought up money. Money I owed to you, that we had agreed prior I was going to pay you back. When I sheepishly said in front of people to which you responded "oh you'd better pay me back" and in turn I challenged that frankly unnecessary comment you then retorted saying you'll fill in my other eye?
I don't know if you have understood how much this angered me. But I had to be calmed down.
5. Your incessant pissing contest. Your guests were loud, that's fine, I make noise and I'm content but both Jordan and totty, you constantly scream at each other whenever you guys are feeling hyperactive or when you are showing off to other people. Trying to hang out with Paddy having a chilled drink when suddenly every ten minutes or so we'd hear you either pointlessly screaming your heads off or directing negativity towards each other. It was embarrassing to see my friend look at me each time and shake his head.
6. Your inability to comply with simple requests. This night could have been lovely but you failed to stop being rude and annoying to any of us after constant request. I made it crystal clear I had had a bad day, as Liam had informed you of his intention to do work and Christy and Metcalf had both clearly conveyed that you were getting on their nerves (in reference to pt.3) So when you complained about our more aggravated and negative "GOD GUYS I UNDERSTAND YOU MIGHT BE ANGRY BUT THERES NO NEED 4 INSULTS LOL"
There was a conceited effort to be polite or at least civil, and you totally fucking ignored it.
8. Public bashing, this is for you totty. You were completely out of order, I genuinely like to back up what I say with constructive arguments and solid points. But I would love to see you come up with some form of counter-argument for bashing every single person in this flat ,bar Jordan, from the comfort of your sofa with all your buddies to back you up! Not only was it disgusting, arrogant, rude and childish. It was a serious display of your cowardice.
9. (BONUS ROUND) Now I'd like to address both of your points made that I haven't already. We'll start with the incident on Saturday. Neither of you attended and have no right to bring up the incident, maybe I was a dick, but you were not there. In terms of my drunken behaviour, both of you have done (and especially totty) pretty piss poor things when you've been drunk, you have no leg to stand on before you've even incorporated this into the justification for your behaviour last night. As for the mess left behind that you cleaned up totty, I have cleaned up the entire flat on countless occasions, its not an excuse for what was left. But it took you half an hour and minimal effort.. Picking up some glass and cans does not make you a saint. Sure it might have been a bit dickish, but there were no grounds for you to leave all your mess last night and actually order your friends to STOP clearing up, cunt.
As for the trust but cooler, I don't give a toss, grow some thicker skin. You are 100% the bitchiest person in this flat, fucking deal with it.
If you decide to ignore this, it means you genuinely have no reasoning to resolve this. But if you do read this and genuinely think something besides the last point is unfair then by all means message me in here or privately as I think everything I have done has been justified from the beginning and I see no reason for remorse or apologies, I do however welcome the fact that sometimes I get things wrong, so go ahead and tell me why.
On the subject of today, I'm seeing my girlfriend after a week of her being away so if you try anything whilst she is here I will hit the roof.
