Mercy no! you were only defending yourself
"I don't know what happened. I just couldn't pull the trigger right away. I never had any problems in training. But when I thought about my bullets tearing through those soldiers' bodies, I hesitated....."
"Shooting at targets and shooting at living, breathing people are different."
"Ever since I was a little girl, I always dreamed about being a soldier. Everyday of my life. I've trained my mind and body for the one day when I could finally see some real action, and now...."
"So what now? You wanna quit?"
"I can't quit. I can't allow myself to quit now."
"Listen, Mercy. Everybody feels sick the first time they kill someone. Unfortunately, killing is one of those things that gets easier the more you do it. In a war, all of mankind's worst emotions.....worst traits come out. It's easy to forget what a sin is in the middle of a battlefield."