Does anyone else feel "tired" from Destiny, but still love the game? The pressure to "keep up" with friends and be at the top is very tiring. I've never played MMOs - but do they make people feel like that normally? Is it my personality to always strive for the best gear that is tiring me out? Destiny is a blast to play, but it has infiltrated my brain. For example, when a Crota kill eluded me on launch day, I couldn't think about anything except killing the fucker. I have the same level of obsession with Destiny that I did with getting good grades and my career.
With all that said, it's still a fucking great game that provides some amazing moments.
I hit this wall in early Decemeber when the exotic reset and vendor commendation news came out, I lost most of my motivation to play the game. Since then, I've been progressively cutting down on the amount of time I play, with a couple of weeks inbetween where I didn't even play the game at all.
First I cut off doing Vanguard strikes and Daily heroic story, then I cut off PvP, then I cut off the off doing the bounties(Eris will now forever be stuck at rank 1 lol) and Heroic weeklys, and now this week, I haven't even bothered doing the nightfalls, just the hard mode CE raids.
I have to admit, this transition from playing everyday to only playing only a couple of hours a week, has felt
The constant drive to play the game in an attempt to get that rare loot, was beginning to hit those dangerous levels of gambling addiction for me. Forcing myself through Weekly's and Nightfalls, hoping against hope that I would get dat weapon or armour piece that I wanted, even though I knew full well that the odds of me getting it, were about the same as me ever getting with Angelina Jolie, took it's toll.
I just stepped back, (literally) slapped myself a few times, then went away and did other things.That feeling of a great weight being lifted off my shoulders felt so good.
Who knows, when HoW comes out, I may find that previous drive again, but if it's anything like CE, that ain't happening.