Oh God, I think I have a drinking problem. Well *stammers* I know I have a drinking problem. I think I have like a drinking, drinking and maybe even like a drinking-drinking problem. I was drinking like a six-pack of cheap beer a night, but then I wanted to save some money so I figured it'd be cheaper to just buy like a big bottle of liquor and it'd last me like a week, but I can't do that because I drink too much of it and it only lasts like two days and I'm really hung over. So today, I figure, well, I'll just buy a big bottle of wine and it will last me like a week. I'll just have two glasses. It's 3:30 a.m. and I've drank nearly 1 liter of wine and the bottle is almost empty. God, fuck, I'm an idiot. I'm not even drunk. * well, technically I am, but that idiot drunk brain of mine says no * Fuck. I was sober once for like two years but I fell back in at some point. Fuck. What the fuck is wrong with me.