Fuck.
I had a couple nights like that back in the dark ages (junior year of college).
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Fuck.
Yeah. I'm normally p chill in rl when I'm drinking, even when p fn drunk, but then on occasion I have a bad night and manage to go over that cliff into the darkness. Then things get rly rly bad and I act in a way that's v disturbing sometimes. Even tho I don't want to know the type of demonic things I did to get kicked out etc, not knowing also fucks w my head. Just gotta stay far away from that cliff. 😓I had a couple nights like that back in the dark ages (junior year of college).
Fuck. So I wasn't even going to go out last night, but I changed my mind and went out after work. Decent night at the bar, saw a few friends. Then that one girl called and texted me, she was at another bar and wanted to meet up but it was almost closing time. So I get a bunch of beers to go so we can drink back at my place, but then she stops texting back and disappears.
But then this other girl I met last night who looks almost exactly like my last ex-girlfriend invited me to come to an after party with her and a couple people. That's when we started doing some lines and kept drinking more and more. I got so fucked up. Last thing I remember we went to another party at some random house, I was there for awhile but then some random dude started freaking out and telling me to get the fuck out. I have no idea what I did, but I was in the black out zone so I'm sure I did something offensive.
I had to walk home at least a few miles and that's when I realized that I lost my phone. Stumbled around the block for a long time, searching through peoples yards and shit at like 5am but it was nowhere. When I woke up today it felt like a bad dream. Tracked it's location on find my iphone but no luck, but then searched for it again and it was right where the AT&T store is. Some kind soul found my shit and took it back there.
Dark fucking night, but at least I got my shit back.
It's really nice out today, and it's Earth Day. I think I get seasonally depressed from the darkness of winter. Thank god it's over.
This girl with the Rolling Stones tongue tattooed on her wrist was talking to me about some bullshit in class today, and I kept thinking I should make a joke about their album "tattoo you" but I couldn't come up with anything.
JTwo I just started the slow cooker w/ the pork. I might spend the next 6-8 hours in the kitchen listening to listening to Wilco, drinking beer, and smelling it cook.
The cold weather rolled back in today. I feel happy again. Heh.
hmmm
She infiltrated my home while I was at work:
ever have those moments when drunk where you still got your shoes on but you're like fuck taking your shoes off too much work and so you sleep with your shoes. i feel that's going to happen tonight as i dun want to take off my shoes
i'm not a monster
this is what i do on vacation. fuck hotel sheets.ever have those moments when drunk where you still got your shoes on but you're like fuck taking your shoes off too much work and so you sleep with your shoes. i feel that's going to happen tonight as i dun want to take off my shoes
ever have those moments when drunk where you still got your shoes on but you're like fuck taking your shoes off too much work and so you sleep with your shoes. i feel that's going to happen tonight as i dun want to take off my shoes
this is what i do on vacation. fuck hotel sheets.
It's a who's who what's what type of livingI like the idea of going to sleep 100% ready for work the next morning tho. Clothes, shoes, keys and wallet in my pockets, etc. Literally just get out of the bed and leave the house.