why would you want to draw that
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why would you want to draw that
Don't worry about drawing things over and over, I do that too. It usually takes me a while to finish stuff too, especially if they're on the scale of the DKCR art I did.
I want to make a video game too, but don't know anyone who can program or write a decent story, so I just keep dreaming and drawing.
I know from personal experience that it's better to discuss your worries and concerns with someone than to keep them bottled up inside. If this is the place where you're able that, then go right ahead.
And while I can't pretend to know much about your situation, I think it might be a good idea for you to give yourself permission to temporarily walk away from drawing if it's only increasing your stress right now. Even apart from anything else, taking a break is often a good way of re-energizing the creative juices.
Honestly, I think a lot of it is work. It's just been overbearing the last month. I'm training new people, trying to manage for people who are out, trying to keep my numbers up, and I just can't seem to get any slack. It's just getting to me, and it's pooring into other areas of my life. Part of why I haven't been watching anime lately. I'm drawing and drawing and drawing because just once I want to finish a piece that I can be proud of when I look at it... I keep trying to improve my efficiency and speed, but those won't improve until I actually learn to fucking draw without redrawing everything a hundred times and spending hours upon hours just fixing mistakes. I just end up feeling like a fucking failure. I keep painting because if I stop then I never will get better, but I just keep wounding myself with each color I add, each line I draw. It's wrong, it's always wrong.
Try to at least take comfort in the fact that you have this hobby of drawing to help you maintain your sanity in times like this. I wish I could do that.I generally consider myself a pretty good writer, but I'm not the type to just sit down with a piece of paper and write something.
Eh, listen to me making this about me. Anyway, try not to worry; you're an alright dude.
Thanks. Speaking of writing, part of the reason I've been drawing is because I'm trying to get my artwork at a level that I can finally be okay with so I can FINALLY start doing the illustrations for the book I basically finished a couple years ago. I've been putting off doing anything with it 'cause I want my artwork to be up to standard.
Lol... dynamite body... wideface.
What kind of book?
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Same. I just lose motivation 'cause I don't know how to make even a simple visual novel. ;_;
I know that venting can be good. I just always feel guilty afterwards. Like everyone's having a good time and having fun and here I come pooping up the party. I felt immediately guilty after posting the first bit, but had to continue in my replies since I'd already started. I'd already pooped the party, no point in stopping now. ;_;
I have a project for you - can you draw a picture of KannaWell, it's the first of five (in theory, the original idea was 9, but considering how slow this is going I'll probably never finish anyway). It's basically like a light novel, but without the haremshit. The most it ever goes to is a love triangle.
I may just have to do that. I just don't want to 'cause I'll feel like I'm giving up.
I think I'm closer to becoming full weeaboo when I can recognize actresses based on the accent they have though. Fuck.
Well, it's the first of five (in theory, the original idea was 9, but considering how slow this is going I'll probably never finish anyway). It's basically like a light novel, but without the haremshit. The most it ever goes to is a love triangle.
Eh? You don't want me to post it here? lol
You haven't done anything bad. I don't know what I was thinking. Lately I never know what I'm thinking. Only that I make phenomenally bad decisions, am stupid, slow at everything I do and... fuck this is just turning into rant.
I'm just not feeling good lately. Too depressed and the inferiority complex I thought I had managed to suppress has been back in the last couple of weeks with a fucking vengeance. It's nothing you did, believe me. It's all me.
I'd forgotten you used it until everyone and their brother mentioned it. >>; Sorry.
Honestly, I think a lot of it is work. It's just been overbearing the last month. I'm training new people, trying to manage for people who are out, trying to keep my numbers up, and I just can't seem to get any slack. It's just getting to me, and it's pooring into other areas of my life. Part of why I haven't been watching anime lately. I'm drawing and drawing and drawing because just once I want to finish a piece that I can be proud of when I look at it... I keep trying to improve my efficiency and speed, but those won't improve until I actually learn to fucking draw without redrawing everything a hundred times and spending hours upon hours just fixing mistakes. I just end up feeling like a fucking failure. I keep painting because if I stop then I never will get better, but I just keep wounding myself with each color I add, each line I draw. It's wrong, it's always wrong.
So the post about the new Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo reminded me to watch it, where I made an observation:
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I almost thought she was Akane from Smile Precure, but I guess there are a couple of newbies who specialize in Kansai accents. (Well, more likely, they just have those accents given how much range the typical voice actress in Japan seems to have )
I think I'm closer to becoming full weeaboo when I can recognize actresses based on the accent they have though. Fuck.
Ah, I wouldn't worry about that. If someone had a problem and needed to talk about it, I think most people, including you, wouldn't find it a bother to listen. I'd be happy to stop talking about how Tomat and I are OTP to hear someone out on their issues. You're definitely not pooping anyone's party.
I have a project for you - can you draw a picture of Kannaloland her delicious tears?
Sometimes when I feel kinda stuck I go look at pictures and drawings similar to what I've been drawing and seeing what they did and how I can apply it to my own art.
Interesting. Hope it turns out well.
Alright, that's enough gaffing for me tonight. Sweet dreams, y'all.
*hugs NAKAMA
S'alright bro I got your back.
Yep. I feel the same way about work. they always lean on me when everyone else is failing. Always gotta take up the slack. but its all good. Job security. It means your boss confides in you and has confidence in you to succeed.
As for art, well as I said before we all feel the same way. I'm never happy with my art. Ever.
Hey your art can't possibly be worse than Ryukishi07's. Take solace in that.Same. I just lose motivation 'cause I don't know how to make even a simple visual novel. ;_;
I'm not proud of it so no
I'm not proud of it so no
Hey your art can't possibly be worse than Ryukishi07's. Take solace in that.
I guess it's only firehawk if I cry about it while accepting the truth!Does glumly reflecting on the halcyon days of your youth, those years you can never get back before you turned full weeaboo, count as :firehawk?
vadernoooooooooo.gifHate to tell you this, but...
See! Just the thought of it cheers you up! Kanna is good for something after all!LOL maybe I'll add that to the backburner.
Thinking about making that sketch an avy. Do you mind? Or are you planning on continuing it?
Yuri art by your hand would be something!
Feel better!LOL yeah. I guess she did.
Anyhoo I need to go to bed, I should have an hour ago, but I just started venting and ranting and raving and ... yeah. I need help.
But sleep first.
LOL yeah. I guess she did.
Anyhoo I need to go to bed, I should have an hour ago, but I just started venting and ranting and raving and ... yeah. I need help.
But sleep first.
LOL yeah. I guess she did.
Anyhoo I need to go to bed, I should have an hour ago, but I just started venting and ranting and raving and ... yeah. I need help.
But sleep first.
That's what we call "best of both worlds".
If you want...
Though now that you say it, maybe I will finish it at some point. Wasn't really planning on it before.
Sleep always makes me feel better.
Oh yeah, because I was reminded in IRC - has anyone taken the firehawk challenge and tried to watch the first episode of every single anime this season? lol
I feel like this season is much better, since there aren't like 6 different battle harem shows to watch.
KatawaGAF attempted one, but it didn't pan out afaik.We have enough people here that we could make a visual novel or something to that effect if we wanted to.
It's just that we're all lazy bastards.
School Days is never an interruption, because it is always with us. Like Makoto in a dark movie theatre.School Days 2
Wow, dude. Going in for the kiss during the movie's rough sex scene. Real goddamn smooth.
Also, what the hell was up with the breast groping by Saoirse? Is this something I should prep myself for more of?
Ten more episodes to go until the payoff.
Edit: Didn't mean to interrupt the goings on in here. I will say that I have enjoyed RurouniZel's posts in the past.
It'll probably be a while, as I've got things to do now. Eventually, eventually...Please do! But if it seems like a hassle just let me know and I'll use your sketch.
Chet Rippo never finished his drawing of that chubby NEET otaku girlthat's based off me
Oh yeah, because I was reminded in IRC - has anyone taken the firehawk challenge and tried to watch the first episode of every single anime this season? lol
I feel like this season is much better, since there aren't like 6 different battle harem shows to watch.
Aww yeah!Someone said they were going to as the last season was coming to a close. Looks like it was Steroyd.
Do you really? lolthat's a thing? I do that every season.
I can't even imagine how big of a genre clusterduck an AnimeGAF visual novel would be like.
It would be banned in every country.I can't even imagine how big of a genre clusterduck an AnimeGAF visual novel would be like.
Take up the Branduil challenge and just say no.
KatawaGAF attempted one, but it didn't pan out afaik.
Aww yeah!
Do you really? lol
I thought I was one of two people who watched Ebiten.