Shin, I think a big part of the reason you may be losing is you aren't adapting. If something isn't working, don't keep doing the same thing over and over.
In the Vega fight I posted last page, I got my ass beat in the first round. In the second round, I adapted and applied my game knowledge. I went for a risk. It paid off and I got the second round despite having a major life deficit compared to Vega at one point.
How are you analyzing your tendencies? I realize that I struggle with getting thrown a lot, so I've made it a goal to work on my teching.
I realize I had light pressure in my offensive game, so I've studied on how to improve it.
The more you learn the game, the more you learn what your options are in any given moment, allowing you to adapt.
I remind you, I used to not be able to touch Vulva.
Now I can do this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TqX2cAoe46M
One thing I suggest doing is remember your thinking on any move at any particular moment, and sharing it with people you play with and ask them for a better alternative if it didn't work out in your favor. If you have no one like that, find some. If you still can't, I highly suggest watching and analyzing your own replays and doing that very thing. Try to correct those tendencies you have and analyze why you made what move at x moment.