***Warning.....I didn't intend for this to become a long rant, but it morphed into one****
Okay, a few things:
1. Doing that calculator I linked to, it says I'm 13.8% body fat.
I really have no idea, so I took a picture just for you guys. Maybe you can guestimate what I am BF% wise because I can't use a caliper
. I feel like I'm closer to 20 than 15, but maybe I'm just way off. My ass stores a lot of fat.
2. I was indeed kinda stupid with my whole "5-10 lbs in 2 weeks" crap. More realistic would be 5 pounds. I feel like I can do it, but I dunno. I just can't figure out how to eat.
3. When you say this:
2) I don't really like the word "workout". A lot of the times "workout" just implies that someone is going to move about in an effort to burn some calories. Assuming that you're going to train in a way that will stress the body enough to produce any worthwhile changes, then you're not going to have to eat for any sort of meaningful recovery.
...what exactly do you mean? Are you saying I won't have to eat if I stress the body in a meaningful way? You're primarily meaning LOSING weight, right? I usually always eat after I "workout". That leads me to this......
4. Here's some background: For the past two months, I've done a "bulk" and this is what I've ended up looking like. I did nearly exclusively weight training. I'd like to lose a little bit of fat now but I just can't seem to figure it out.
And finally....a vent: In the grand scheme of things, I'm an amateur. I only started exercising in 2013 and I was incredibly skinny (135 lbs.). I've made a lot of progress but I don'tt know what to do next. This thread honestly overwhelms me, and so therefore I go back to doing Beachbody workouts (P90X, Insanity, Body Beast, etc.). I'd like to move on to the next level, but I can't afford a gym membership and I have invested heavily into my own dumbbell set I've built up over time (I'm super poor, FYI...gyms are out of the question on my budget). So for big GAINZ, Body Beast is my best option right now, followed by P90X. So the "bulk" I just did was 2 months of Body Beast.
I have huge goals. I want to look and feel amazing before I turn 30 (I'm 27...nearly 28) and I just don't feel like I'm even halfway to wear I want to be and it frustrates me a lot. I'm willing to do the work. But hurdles such as macro/calorie intake, form, and being totally alone doing fitness in my lonely life sucks. I know no one else with whom to workout or to ask for help.
Basically....what's my next step? Should I keep bulking with Body Beast? Just keep hitting that program as hard as I can with some others thrown in the mix?
Ugh....sorry for the rant guys. I feel better by saying this, though. I know the OP is an amazing resource, but this thread (and you guys in the thread) seem like you're on a different planet from me. I'd like to go to that planet
Thanks for listening, whoever did. And again, I'm sorry if this post is frowned upon.