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You said what I was thinking but yeah he is just pulling what Jay did.
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You said what I was thinking but yeah he is just pulling what Jay did.
Have any of you guys ever been arrested? It's been a little over 24 hours since it happened and I just feel like I can't go on. Directly after I called the suicide hotline and talked to her for like 10 minutes but she just ended up telling me I should attend therapy at the local health center. Since then I haven't eaten anything in like 36 hours, haven't talked to anyone, just been in bed for a full day. I have no desire to do anything. I got four charges against me, bond is $1500, it just feels like life is over. A few days ago I was saying how it was the happiest I had been in a really long time, I started my first full time job a couple weeks ago and I really love it. Now I have to go to work in a couple hours and I don't know how, I have too much on my mind I can't even think about functioning like a normal person. I'm just really scared, feel so isolated and all I can think about is that there's only one way to end it. Sorry to post this here but I don't know where else to go
http://pitchfork.com/features/staff-lists/9466-the-top-200-tracks-of-2010-2014/10/
vote a grimes track the best song of the decade brehs.
To T Dollarz, your situation now might be bad, but it won't last. I find going to work helps sometimes, keep your head high homie. I know everyone here wants success for everyone else no matter what gets said in jest.
vote a grimes track the best song of the decade brehs.
To T Dollarz, your situation now might be bad, but it won't last. I find going to work helps sometimes, keep your head high homie. I know everyone here wants success for everyone else no matter what gets said in jest.
I've been there and I gotta say as bleak as things seem at times and even when I seemed to have an entire year of misery I wouldn't go back now and trade it all. The moments of bliss that I've experienced though very brief and fleeting have been so euphoric that now I can only look past my depressed phases and look forward, except when I drink too heavy. Also set goals for yourself that you feel you have to keep before you die. I can't die before I finish all of my screenplays and make sure my daughter is set financially.
Complex Shadow
Cudi Lame
do you have any family/friends who you cant talk to about this? i really think you should really talk to someone, anyone.
look i dont know anything about serious depression, but even i have had these thoughts in my darkest days. I know its not something you can brush off, but look back and use that to push your self forward.
richardhawk
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Been in a similar place as you t dollaz. I thought it was going to ruin my life but compared to where I was when I got caught up and where I am in life now I'm glad it happened. Definitely talk to a shrink if you have access to one and try your best to stay away from any serious drinking or drugging. Shit gets better fam. You're in a rut and you'll get out of it.
Complex Shadow
Cudi Lame
finally listened to banco.
memo is my jam fam
memo is my jam fam
I don't wanna talk to any family or "friends" because I am done bringing people down with me. It's my fault one of my best friends got arrested too and the responsibility of the entire situation is just too much for me to handle. I can't live with parlaying my problems and flaws onto others anymore. If I'm going to continue to live it's gonna have to be in a state of isolation so that my mistakes can't bring down others.
finally listened to banco.
memo is my jam fam
i think kill switch might be my favorite track on it
The Artful Dodger
Member
Picked up Banco last night since so many people spoke highly of it.
Listening to it right now. It's good so far.
Listening to it right now. It's good so far.
The Artful Dodger
Member
Hahaha, I've never wanted something to be more true in my life. hahahaa
which is pretty much what a kanye collab will amount to for mcartney
You don't need to live in isolation. Mistakes are how we learn, for better or worse.
Tokubetsu
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I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
I will not get hyped for a Travis Scott release
The Return of
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I won't lie this is what I have been saying to myself since someone posted a snippet a day ago
Complex Shadow
Cudi Lame
theres a travis scott release?
Don't see why you wouldn't. Don't you like plenty of stuff in this lane?
Time to eat
Tokubetsu
Member
Don't see why you wouldn't. Don't you like plenty of stuff in this lane?
Time to eat
Honest to god Esch, sometimes I listen to any 90s rap and in my heart I hear a whisper: "This was the best era of rap."
I snuff it out real quick.
I was listening to "Friend or Foe" today and it crept on me. Got me in my feelings.
The Return of
Banned
MJG verse on that song>
Tokubetsu
Member
I was talking about the Premier Jay-Z song but it's all good, I see you fam.
Were you listening to the OG or Part 2? I like the beat on that OG with those mournful horns but I think part 2 is more lyrically impressive and intense on the mic. One of the reasons I like Streets is Watching is how they connected the two in the movie.
Classic song series though. I'd almost fuck with a part three from a corporate boardroom/bargaining perspective.
Complex Shadow
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i dont really consider anything in this thread to be off topic. if you got music, post it.
Tokubetsu
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Totally missed this. Sorry about shit coming at you like this. Keep your head up, and try to stay level.
Side note about the suicide hotline: 100% certain that they're trained to never actually give you advice. They're mainly there to help point you down avenues that can help, a stepping stone.
The Return of
Banned
You talk about feeling isolated and alone but look at what you are saying. You are practically part of the reason for feeling that way because you aren't talking to others about your issues.
I promise I am just like that. I fucking hate talking to others about problems that I'm going through for a lot of different reasons but just to give you an example recently. My car broke down at about 2 am due to alternator and I had to push it into a gas station. I had to sleep in my car that night with windows up because no power in my car in this hot fucking Houston heat because this asshole at the station kept threatening to tow my car even though I just asked if I could keep it there til noon and it wasn't in anyone's way at all. So yeah, I slept in my car for 4 hours waiting for a tow truck to get my car, during those 4 hours I would get woken up by crackheads asking if I would buy some or had any money.
Anyway the next morning I ended up talking to a homie who I was hanging out with that night and telling him what happened after I left the bar. He ended up buying me an alternator and installed it for me when I didn't even ask him to do at all. Which I know was at least 200 out his pockets.
Basically all I am saying is not to shut people outside of your life. I cannot guarantee that people will just drop 1500 bail money out on you , but you have to at least have someone that you can talk to and have a clear mind about what to do next in life. There's a chance someone can help you out one way or another
CountBlack
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drake looks bored
I really should have a DUI myself. An undercover girl cop followed me from the bar and pulled me over for apparently swerving in order to try to nail with the DUI. They made me get out and another cop car came for backup. I thought I was done. But after talking to them I think I seemed more sober than they were expecting. I passed a simple walking test and so they just gave me tickets, parked my car at a McDonald's two miles away and drove me home.
PhoenixDark
Banned
Keep your head up T Dollaz.
Pickles the Firecat
Banned
Read what you wrote here, man. You were happy with life a few days ago. You can be there again. It's going to suck and be hard and take a ton of work but everything you were excited for is still there.
And trust me, you aren't a burden to others. The type of person who can be a burden most often doesn't realize it. Your family and friends will want to help--assuming you ask--because they care about you and want to see you happy. Not out of obligation. The same way you want to see them happy.
Rastafarian42
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T Dollarz keep in good spirits breh things will get better through time.
Keep it together T Dollarz, at the very least you should acknowledge that you are not in a state to make rational decisions, focus on getting your head clear before you make any decisions you regret. Keep your head up.
Young Dro - Errthang.
J. Cole showing his respects in Ferguson.
Eve ft. Madonna & Pharrell - The Beat Is So Crazy. Allegedly from 2007, not bad.
Troy Ave & BSB Vol. 5 mixtape.
G-Unit - Ahhh Shit. Talking about Ferguson. Buck went in, damn.
Que ft. 2 Chainz - Rich Problems. Bangs.
Young Dro - Errthang.
J. Cole showing his respects in Ferguson.
Eve ft. Madonna & Pharrell - The Beat Is So Crazy. Allegedly from 2007, not bad.
Troy Ave & BSB Vol. 5 mixtape.
G-Unit - Ahhh Shit. Talking about Ferguson. Buck went in, damn.
Que ft. 2 Chainz - Rich Problems. Bangs.
you forgot his best. NOT O.K.
Pickles the Firecat
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I really want to catch up with stuff posted over the past few days but the unrestrained fire that is BLVC GOD 2 won't let me go.
Yeah, that was not OK.
That's my fav too.
Rastafarian42
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Fucks with this shit heavily.
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