GAF, I really respect you guys. Whopped by Molly and desperately need some advice.

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I actually read the first three paragraphs....

Yo, 2 Chainz, you want to stop flipping burgers? Get off the molly and ditch your loser friends. Real talk, they'll only hold you back.
 
Kyne said:
I'm sorry. I read YOUR part of the story but when it hit the phone convo I had to scroll..

srsly need a shorter version.
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OP does drugs, goes crazy, feels enlightened, and has a one sided conversation with Katherine.

He charges his phone at some point during this process
 
"i swore off all drugs while i was rolling face!"

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Nope, can't do it.. not all of it, might give it another try, though.

But in general, people need to connect more with one another. Otherwise you eat it all up and need stuff like Molly or acid or whatever to break the walls and have everything come pouring out. It's interesting and definitely useful for personal growth to an extent, but OP... I feel like you came to understand what bothers you with the help of a substance, and now you have to find the answer without any help from that substance, but instead people. It's not selfish, it's what everyone goes through. It's definitely too much for one person, so find good people to talk to. Psychologists are an option, but... I'm a little sceptic there myself.
 
Does the science building have any significance?

Anyways from what I could read it sounds really stressful, although some context would help. Hopefully things work out well.
 
Personally OP after stomaching about three-fourths of your texts [I think?] you're trying way to hard to draw something meaningful from your night on molly. Not everything in this world has a deeper meaning, certainly not every song spotify randomly spins up for you
 
First off, you really need to redact the names and shit of your friends, that's not cute.

Secondly, cliff's notes.

Third, you can't expect a group of people to read a gigantic (picture) wall of text like that. Especially considering if I were on mobile reading that I would have left your ass after two screen caps (I made it through six before throwing in the towel).

Fourthmost, if you're going to throw up a bunch of your screen caps, make sure they lead into each other and make sense.

Lastly, I laughed, hard, at your friend Katherine getting distracted with the Lamar conversation. You're trying to have a heart to heart with her and she just wants to talk about maad city.
 
I tried to read more of it, but got creeped out at the mental prostitutes thing because a certain mass shooter recently said that about mental health care professionals as well.

Dude, seriously, stop shitting on mental health care folks. They help a ton of people. Get over the stigma, man up, and go fucking talk to one before you make judgements. Shop around and find the right one for you.

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I feel like such an asshole. I read half of the texts then scrolled
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I went back and tried and then did the same thing, I'm an asshole too :(
 
I think you need to join a support group to help you quit. Quitting drugs is hard but you'll respect yourself more in the end of the day. Also seek a therapist to speak to about your problems.

That said, that OP was hard to read. Where's Lionel Mandrake when you need him?
 
Privacy will not be destroyed by governments or corporations, but by friends who post absolutely everything you've said to them.

Seriously, edit some of that info out.
 
Fiction said:
I tried to read more of it, but got creeped out at the mental prostitutes thing because a certain mass shooter recently said that about mental health care professionals as well.
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Well now I feel like an idiot :\

I found it funny as I was unaware of such a similar use by a less than stable individual

I do truly respect psychologists and psychiatrists though. OP should really see one
 
SwiftDeath said:
Personally OP after stomaching about three-fourths of your texts [I think?] you're trying way to hard to draw something meaningful from your night on molly. Not everything in this world has a deeper meaning, certainly not every song spotify randomly spins up for you
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holy shit this

it's fun in the moment but the day after? chill out, man.
 
Fiction said:
I tried to read more of it, but got creeped out at the mental prostitutes thing because a certain mass shooter recently said that about mental health care professionals as well.

Dude, seriously, stop shitting on mental health care folks. They help a ton of people. Get over the stigma, man up, and go fucking talk to one before you make judgements. Shop around and find the right one for you.



I went back and tried and then did the same thing, I'm an asshole too :(
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There's the advice, OP.

And thank god I just switched over to my iPad. Would have been scrolling for years on my phone. Stopped at about the 3rd text screenshot and gave up.
 
Are you still under influence?

All I can tell you is that MDMA/Molly/Ecstasy makes you talk a lot of personal things. It makes you say things and do things you wish you didn't but the euphoria in you makes you say it and do it. I've personally spilled out a lot about my personal life under the influence of MDMA and I wish I didn't. This is only ONE pill I'm talking about, which stays in your system for around 6 hours. You said you took "tons". Don't fuck your head up, and don't ruin relationships over a pill.

I have completely quit taking MDMA. You should too if you think you can't control your emotions under it.
 
Can't believe I just read all of that. OP slap yourself and seek help, and stay off the fucking drugs. In that stream of text screens you are literally an emotional vampire.
 
What the shit.

good lord OP, that wall of text....

The "I never sleep, 'cause sleep is the cousin of Death" got me good though.
Get some help OP and stay the hell away from drugs.
 
SwiftDeath said:
Well now I feel like an idiot :

I found it funny as I was unaware of such a similar use by a less than stable individual

I do truly respect psychologists and psychiatrists though. OP should really see one
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I wasn't calling you man, don't worry! Without that unsettling context it would be kinda funny :(
 
You rolled and that's that. Not everything has to have deeper meaning. The way you're describing it to your friend is as if you dropped 4 tabs of lsd and met your spirit animal.

PS Get some help man. It was just ecstasy.
 
I stopped reading at Psychiatrist/Psychologists 'don't do shit.'

Your OP is too long, your problem too convoluted, and yet the solution is so clear: get the fuck off your ass and work for what you want and stay off the goddamn drugs. THERE'S NO DEEPER MEANING.
 
TL;DR OP had an ecstasy run with a couple of friends, got pissed at third-party for his smoking habits and ripped up a pack of cigarettes that was recently bought, then proceeded to spam nonsense pseudo-philosophical texts (while still under the influence) to another friend. And now wants to find meaning in it.
 
So at first I scrolled cuz i'm like Jesus Fucking Christ.

Then I thought "What if I skimmed by reading only the girls texts in the convo?"

So I did that and i noticed after the majority of long rants she simply told you to see someone, or to alter your view on life.

So I'm gonna go wtih, just go fucking see someone, and/or alter your view on life. I mean this isn't nearly as philosophically deep as you make it out to be. It's a 19 min conversation, followed by a wall of text. You are looking into this way too much.
 
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