GAF, I really respect you guys. Whopped by Molly and desperately need some advice.

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shagg_187 said:
Are you still under influence?

All I can tell you is that MDMA/Molly/Ecstasy makes you talk a lot of personal things. It makes you say things and do things you wish you didn't but the euphoria in you makes you say it and do it. I've personally spilled out a lot about my personal life under the influence of MDMA and I wish I didn't. This is only ONE pill I'm talking about, which stays in your system for around 6 hours. You said you took "tons". Don't fuck your head up, and don't ruin relationships over a pill.

I have completely quit taking MDMA. You should too if you think you can't control your emotions under it.
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This. Also, it can get pretty embarrassing telling some people you love them while the truth is you can't stand them. I usually try to keep my mouth shut and just enjoy the moment.
 
OP, why would you post an stupid long ass emo tirade while you were clearly rolling face on Neogaf of all places? Are you still high now?

The solution is simple: get off your lazy ass and do something with your life. Getting high once in a while is fine, the key is moderation.
 
This is fairly common behavior with people who are on or recently came off something and basically think everything they say/do or someone in their vicinity says/does is the deepest shit imaginable, and worth sharing with others.

Let me be blunt: to the average stranger, this is meaningless, manic behavior - the equivalent to a drunk/otherwise drugged up person attempted to bestow upon a sober person inherent life truths. We aren't that privy to your particular circumstances because a) we weren't there, and b) we weren't taking molly with you.

I don't mean to sound harsh. I empathize. But you can't hang on to this like a vice and allow it to dominate your mental state. Every trivial thing "had significance" because you were fucked up. Get away from the shit, get healthy, organize your thoughts, and you'll feel a great deal better.
 
Those wall of texts made this incredibly difficult to read.

It sounds like you need to work on yourself and on fully committing to cutting out drugs. You could go to someone to help you through the process of changing.

It doesn't sound like the other friends are the best people to be around for quitting. If they're close friends, tell them you fully plan to quit and that if you're hanging you need to pick area's where you won't be tempted to go get drugs.
 
GQman2121 said:
No one is reading all of that.....sorry for your loss.
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I'm laughing way too hard at this! Fucking tears everywhere!
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Katherine deserves a medal. Please, above all else, apologize to her for bombarding her with nonsensical text messages for an evening.

I feel like I tell this to people all the time: You're not as smart as you think you are, especially when you're on drugs. There are a great number of people before you who have noticed how novel an invention the toilet is. I'm not even trying to insult you, I just think you should give the common man a little more credit.
 
Can't process this right now, hope this stays up until tomorrow.
 
Jesus Christ if I was Katherine I would've said some naughty words to you a long time ago. At least put your multiple short texts into one long text. Her phone must have buzzed about 15 times whilst you spammed it. Poor girl.
 
I gotta be honest, I burst out laughing when OP wrote, "why did John Lennon have to die".

But yeah, if I was going to give some pointers...

1. Do less drugs
2. Write shorter threads
3. Don't expect NeoGAF to have your back
4. Oh, and stop doing so many goddamn drugs. Get your life together, realize your goals, maybe even listen to McConaughey's Oscar speech a couple times. Hell, I dunno, but maybe figure out what you want outside of your life of burger flipping and molly popping. Then at that point, you can ask GAF, "hey, I know what I wanna do, but how do I get there?" Be more succinct, and then you might actually get help from these peeps.

EDIT: Also, give Katherine whatever she wants for Christmas.
 
Tomasooie said:
GAF, you have broken me.


I see the strings, GAF -- the inner workings.
Yes, criticize me for calling aloud to this "GAF", but I'm really just addressing you all.

With every little thing I do, no matter how trivial....Wait. I'm embellishing it.
But I trace back the wires, as they pass in and out of the folds of my mind, and do you know what I see?

Not a power strip. Not a speaker system.

What I see is that we humans are not of noble birth. I don't mean royalty.

We work entirely for our own ends.

Entirely.

Even if you think there's someone else -- it all goes back to you.
Your friends, lovers, families, old man Johns...all exist to masturbate you.
Excuse my vulgarity, but the metaphor is sound.


The philanthropist weaves not for his peers, but for himself. His reputation. What goes around comes around.
He spends his money on happiness, essentially. No different at all from you or me.

The selfless place great importance on other individuals, such that they could not imagine life without this individual.
Or perhaps they wish to add meaning to a life sorely devoid of it.

Explanations abound. The human mind will do its best to lose you in its maze, but this is the case.

This will not be a revelation to most of you, I'm sure.
You will ridicule me.
And that is okay. I have to get these thoughts out, and GAF is the place to do it.
I hide nothing! I want an audience! RIDICULE ME. Prove me wrong. I need it.
I originally wasn't even going to post this...I wanted to entertain the idea of creating a thread like this.
I wanted to see what I would write.

So it ends...A quasi-diatribe to the way life in all its forms behaves.
I am not an exemption. I cannot come to terms with it.
The threads laid bare...How can I ever go back?

But what are my motivations? Do I wish for GAF to view me as an intellectual? Do I wish to be an intellectual?
To feel as if I have figured it all out, as Aristotle once felt?

I do not care for such things.
Our intrinsic curiosity is dangerous; I warn you, GAF. Ignorance is truly bliss.
Want me to spit out more cliches? Oh, cliches...another petty human concept. How disparaging. Can't I come up with anything on my own?


But perhaps my TRUE MOTIVATION, is that I take solace in Creation, another one of humanity's tenets.
Sewing is soothing. How delightfully cheesy; worthy of the great Lucas himself.
But as soothing as creation inherently is, I need to share my tapestry.
My work be acclaimed. Or attacked.
Or left in dust.


I am bound.

Release me, GAF.
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http://www.neogaf.com/forum/showthread.php?t=460620

I don't even...
 
Now that I've been enlightened to OPs post history, dude, you really, really need to speak with a professional AND stop doing drugs. They aren't doing you any favors and are fucking up your mental health. See someone.

Edit: and that rant quoted above about how no one is actually selfless, Katherine is fucking selfless.
 
I love how drug addicts and batshit insane people can get easy jobs but I can't because I come off as too priveleged and overqualified
 
You should probably stay away from the molly if that's what it does to you. Also, you should probably wait for a few days afterward before you start trying to make life decisions or engage in deep thought.
 
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