Nothing wrong with being weird, it's what makes you interesting.
That is definitely your self loathing. You are no weirder than the rest of us. As one of my favourite coffee mugs says, 'People only seem normal because you don't know them very well'.
I'll keep that in mind

Oh, I know. It's something I'm working on in therapy among other things. I can't let my negative thoughts take over.Self loathing is universally unattractive.