I had a fun time today even though I can understand it must have felt like a complete failure from your perspective.
No. I had a lot of fun and was glad to help, and I would have been very happy to continue helping in the future. Any time we were able to get guild members working together was automatically a success in my mind. No one there yesterday had any grand illusions of us beating Vale Guardian, I can assure you. We knew what we were getting into. Like I said, we did the same kind of thing all week long, and we've been doing it for weeks before now.
I offered what were and still are very reasonable suggestions for anyone in the guild to consider the next time they wanted to raid, and I was vilified for it. So that's fine. The majority of the guild has always played in ways that run completely counter to how I approach the game, and that's my problem, not anyone else's. And never once have I made it anyone else's problem.
But after all the time I've spent doing dungeons, fractals, and raids with the guild I assumed people would trust me and consider what I had to say with a level head. Instead I got whatever this mess is. Not once have I ever told a player in this guild they had to change their build or play some way they were uncomfortable with. Not once have I ever rejected someone who wanted to be a part of what we were doing. But not once have I ever brought up mere suggestions of better ways of doing things and not caught a shitstorm from people, usually who aren't involved in any part of what we are doing, telling me how I'm not supposed to mention anything that could be considered "meta." It's nice to know the effort I devote to things like this is only worthy of snark and disrespect, regardless of attempts made to explain away such derisive comments as otherwise.
Instead of everyone being so afraid of raids they could have just played them with each other and seen that they were a lot of fun, but they'd rather talk about how they already know everything about them is terrible and there's no hope of being involved with them unless you are a massive poopsocking dick. We talked about this
exact same thing when raids were announced, while I was an officer. I can't figure out now why I stayed around so long thinking things would ever be any different.
I'm very sorry to have brought any of this up. I've said my piece and intend to be done with it. The amount of anguish such a small series of events has caused me was certainly not worth it, and I hate that anyone has had to read through even the first sentence of the current page. One of the biggest rules of the guild has always been "no drama," so again, I apologize for and regret my involvement in its entirety.